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ex boyfriend blues a friend of mine has been staying here for almost a year now, and i had to throw him out today. i won't go off into a rant, lets just say there has been WAY too much drama and i don't need that crap in my life. i am buying him a plane ticket back to new york where he is from as both a peace offering and to get rid of him quick. i should be jumping up and down, this guy has only been paying me $200 a month (when he pays me) and has been a ROYAL pita. i don't need the money at all, and he has been a REALLY rotten person, so it is weird, i feel really bad that he is leaving. i guess i have just gotten used to him being around. he lives in the basement and we don't live together in the same space...but him and his moby are always around and it has been sort of like a family. a highly dysfuncional family, but still. i feel like i just broke up with a woman. i am miserable. does this mean i have gay tendancies?  
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we had a good talk last night. i was feeling SO sorry for myself, i never thought about what he must feel like. then i realized he had locked himself in his room all day and i hadn't seen him at all since we 'broke up' that morning. it *finally* dawned on me that he probably was feeling a lot worse, and he could be in a really bad place. part of the problem has been that he doesn't fire on all of his cylinders. so i knocked on his door to make sure he was still breathing and he came out. we talked everything out and it is all good. we both are sad to split up the living situation, but he is happy to go home to NY. i feel a lot better after talking it out.
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