Some would describe me as a free spirit, full of spunk, honest, with a strong will. My sense of humor keeps my friends in stitches and my up front; no need to lie attitude can sometimes upset people with low self-esteem. I love life and thank God daily for who I am and all he has given me. Before we continue please read carefully-àthis extra bit is my life before Christ.
I was brought up in church but was never taught to obey God's word. Unfortunately, I chose to live a worldly life rather than a Godly 1. I was an alcoholic/drug addict. I was a party girl from Cali who at one point lost all self worth. My highest paying job was one that involved me dancing naked for perverted old men. I have done every drug from grass to LSD. Porn was my favorite pass time and sex with men was done often. I contemplated suicide several times and attempted it twice. I was LOST and out of control. The roads I chose in life were self-destructive and I was falling fast. Through my struggles, I often thought of God and wondered if what I heard was true. If I give my life to him -û commit to his word -û which I would be saved from my sins. I am now 31 years old and I asked Christ to come into my life. I pleaded with him to take away the pain and suffering I was causing myself. . And I asked Christ to forgive me for all that I have sinned. The day I was baptized was the day that changed my life. Christ heard my prayers and blessed me with a new life. The old Tonya no longer exists. The evil that lingered inside of me is dead. Christ is my Lord and my Savior and through this great journey in life -û I know that I am not alone.
I am an open book. I am not ashamed of who I am or what I was. God -û the only one that judgment truly matters, has forgiven me.
My Ideal Person
A Spiritual Leader. Someone who is strong in their faith. God comes first in my life, I expect God to come first in yours
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