People sometimes find me intimidating, but I never intend to be. Sincerity is very important to me. I hate fake people. I feel emotions deeply. It's both a blessing and a curse. I'll admit to being highly sensitive at times but with that comes sensuality and passion. We each have to take the good with the bad and love each other. I can be a fiercely loyal friend, but i expect the same in return. Don't judge me if you haven't walked in my shoes. Cattiness, meanness, self-contentedness, arrogance, and manipulative behavior are turn offs. I wish I could say i was simple, but I'm not. But I believe I am worth understanding.The past couple years have been challenging and painful. I find myself grieving great losses. At the same time I'm letting go of relationships that were not good for me and hoping to find friendships that are mutually nurturing and balanced. I've always been a giver, but at some point when you've given all of yourself and only pain is given back, you have to let go. The question is then...once we let go, where do we grab onto to find our bearings?
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