Impatient Yet content!
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Posted:Jan 4, 2006 12:43 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2006 5:22 pm 926 Views
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Well I find myself in a familar situation as of lately. I am feeling really lonely for companionship. I want so much to have people in my life yet and shy about getting with it. Having been hurt so much it sometimes feels safer to just isolate. Is that what is comfortable or what the lord wants for us? It sure is not comfortable. it can be very lonely and unsatisfing. I know it is not what God planned for us, he designed us to be social creatures. We all need others to survive. I know that, it is so diffecult to trust anyone with my feels. It has been like this since I moved here and now I feel scared to get out to much. The church I attend is new so they do not have a lot of activities going on right now, but I love it there. So I found another church I can go to on saturday night and participate in thier social activities. I know I will get back in to it just feeling the loneliness today.
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Having a blessed new years eve party!
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Posted:Jan 2, 2006 4:35 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:29 pm 887 Views
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Well I dont know about anyone else but my new years eve started out with me being a little down in the dumps. Well probably more like feeling sorry for myself. I found out my was going out of town so it would be just my grandson and I. I was use to having all my family around and lots of excitement and much love Now just myself and a nine year old.
I wimpered around most of the night.About 11:30. He come out in the living room with my lave lamp from my room. He plugs it in and dimmes the light. Then he turns the tv to the channel where the ball is dropped. Then he looks at me and sees " ok let party !" Great how could I stay moody then.I just had to smile at that.I had every thing I needed right in my own living room and I missed.Well had to go get the party hats and confetti poppers that I had bought earlier and we partied. IT was awesome we dance, and talked about the new year. I finaly got him to bed at 2:00.
I know that there is no reason for me to worry about things not being just the way I want them. If I just keep on asking God to watch over me, I don't need to get 'down' where is my faith. If something is not just how I think it should be then I need to just go on and know that I am right where I should be.He has it figured out. He knows exctally what I need. He showed me again I need to feel that little boys love and see him laugh and have fun. It was an awesome way to start the new year!
Thank YOu Father for always taking such wonderful care of me. Lynn
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Patience
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Posted:Dec 28, 2005 7:36 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:29 pm 994 Views
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I have struggle alot with having patience in my life. I want things to happen quickly and my way. I now feel much more relaxed and safe. I know that things happen only in Gods time ,on his schedule. If I have to push and pull and manipulate to make things happen ,I think that is because its not in Gods plan for me. It is in mine.If I do accomplish it and succeed in getting it my way,I usually find out its really not want I needed.
Since I have retired from my position of assistant manager of the universe my life has been alot more stress free! When I do find myself caught up in worry and plotting , I step back and remember the Lord is in control of my life. I no longer have that job. Relax and breathe and enjoy that he has already give you.
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First Time!
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Posted:Dec 27, 2005 9:09 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:29 pm 960 Views
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Well I am just happy that I was lucky enough to find this site. I am looking forward to meeting many new friends to correspond with and get to know. Also if the Lord wants me find that someone special maybe it is here that we would meet. I think I am really but does he or is mr. right ready? We shall see.
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