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Hi there! What you can read here are coming from my heart based on my own personal experience.Those who had been burned and hurt....fell but manage to go back on their feet again...who knows the feeling of being alone and rejected...who walked away from the Lord because of the pain but realized that life is empty and more painful without HIM...Who discovered once again that the hollow in their hearts can only be filled with God's love and only His perfect love...and from there moved on experiencing new strenght , hope, happiness, joy, peace and love even in the midst of trials acknowledging and accepting God's will in their lives...and that they knew that they cannot do it without the Lord's help and guidance and His love and mercy...and that life is all about HIM...then if you had been in that position, I know you can relate to my views. But I believed that somehow, those who view this blog will find something good at leas,I hope...
I would like to ad this...I saw it in my old compilation of poems that I cannot remember the author...and it summarizes the reason why I decided to write something says...

I am writing this for simple reasons:
first- to let my heart out and released
what's inside
second- to make me feel encouraged and
third- to assure I am still capable of
loving and appreciating
fourth- to believe that I can still love
and be loved in return
lastly- to help me realized that life is
worth living...

Thank you the time you spent in reading...May the Lord bless you and give you the desires of your heart......In Christ Love, H.J.

Posted:May 3, 2006 8:33 am
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2007 7:43 pm

I am about to go to my spiritual mentor, (I can say) funeral today. My heart is heavy because I was not able to talked with him before the Lord took him home. My heart is heavy because I know it is pride that stopped me from seeing him for the last time and's too late...GOD FORGIVE ME...
But when I opened my email, somebody shared with me this verses from Holy Bible that reminds me of my late friends constant reminder to me....
I would like to share it with you...I know you read several times...but we need to be reminded by it sometimes...I believe...


So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and symphaty; complete my joy by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind.

Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count other more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interest, but also to the interest of others.

Philippians 2:1-4 ESV

Please include me in your prayers in my journey, not just this trip to his funeral but in life...Thanks and have a blessed day in the Lord...

In Christ love,
Posted:Apr 2, 2006 5:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2006 3:21 pm

Tell me...
will I survive?
when dreams end
will I still be here?
or drifting into emptiness
where light is not
but a tiny speck...

Tell me...
will my heart die?
when the song stops,
will I still be here?
or swaying nonchalantly
where the music is not
but a timeless melody...

Tell me...
will I still write?
when the words lost their meaning
will I still be here?
or moving in rhythym
where the poem is not
but an expressionless feeling...

Tell me...
will I learn to forget?
the dreams you gave
will I learn not to sing?
the music you made
will I learn not to write
the poem you created...

But I believe in dreams
and you are my song
the poem of my life
molded perfectly into my very being
I let myself drift...sway...move...
in its melody and rhythym
until time stops...and lost its meaning...

Hold me...I'm reaching out
please don't let me go
touch me, I'm cying out
hold me still...
tell me...
when will I start to live a life...
My LORD me to forget...
Posted:Mar 31, 2006 6:39 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2006 3:21 pm

Clouded path surrounded by shadows
of empty feelings and cold nights
beyond the dimness of entwined emotions
crushed pride and torn heart.

Rain poured hard and swept
broken pieces of dreams and promises
altering once sure and determined steps
in the midst of nothingness.

Suddenly....the rain stopped pouring
sparkling lights slowly creeps from behind
green grass, golden cups and daisies
popped out everywhere in sight.

Spring of hope and dreams
gently cradle this once weary heart
dewdrops in the morning
kised and touched this once lonely soul.

The rain stopped....
because YOU CAME....
Posted:Mar 31, 2006 6:26 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2006 3:22 pm

In the shadow of fear...I have peace,
In the darkness...I can see light
I will not stumble...for there are hands
that hold me and help me stood up
everytime I fall...
there were arms that cradled me
in my times of sorrow...
there is a heart that feels
every pain I bear...
Will hold me still...
no matter how heavy is the rain
and how harsh is the wind..
He will not let me sway
but lead the way...and hold my hand...
He is my ROCK, my FRIEND...

In the quietness of my heart...
I can feel His presence...
His unconditional Love...
His assurance that no matter what
The ONE who holds me and my future...
The ONE who gives peace in the midst of
The ONE who will bring back my gift...
The place I love to be...

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