God's will
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Publicado en:3 Agosto 2008 2:30 am
Última actualización en:7 Agosto 2008 12:00 am 3056 vistas
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He kept saying it's God's will for me to go back to him. I am hesitating now. Should i really give this marriage a last try? Or is he just tricking me back to him?
He wrote beautiful letters and sweet words, but I just couldn't trust him any more. And whenever I think living with him again, I couldn't stop thrilling.
He said in his Email:
Although I have poured my heart out, I have heard nothing from you.
Please get in touch with me as soon as you can...
IF you are determined our marriage is dead and cannot be recovered;
IF nothing truly good between us can redeem the bad between us;
IF you are unwilling to give it a last try;
IF you are willing to risk the future of yourself, son and me;
IF this time God is deaf to my prayers;
I would give up everthing I have to minimize the pain of your choice; money is meaningless without a family to enjoy; I hate the evil of money which stirred up your suspicion and impulse that made all things so complicated. I remember you need house and kid - please take them all, plus other money. You need not struggle so much in your mind for the material possessions so as to show the imperfect sides of human being. This is the way I will redeem you again as I did before. I am sorry for all the bad but I regret there is no opportunity to remedy them just to show how I really care about this family within my heart.Please take good care of yourself and son for me.
Sisters and brothers, I need your advices, should I give him the last chance? He wrote beautiful words, but can I trust him?
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Choices, again
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Publicado en:28 Julio 2008 1:00 am
Última actualización en:28 Julio 2008 7:07 pm 2670 vistas
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I finally moved out, taking the baby with me. He first got angry then started begging me of going home, said "love is still alive" things. It's just like the history repeating. Last summer when I left him, he begged me going back and also promised he would treat me good, but he failed in keeping his promise. He seemed to forget his promises in 2 weeks. He had had chances for changing but he hadn't showed any willing of changing. I don't trust him anymore. This time I won't go back, I'll soon be on the legal procedure for sueing him. He started playing the "baby card", saying it'll do the kid the biggest harm... God help me, make me strong, make me take the right choices and do the right things please. Thanks!
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Life hurts.
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Publicado en:17 Julio 2008 2:25 am
Última actualización en:18 Enero 2009 1:04 am 3426 vistas
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I've always known that 'easy never comes to adults' world', but still haven't got ready for so much difficulties and pain for making choices. Life really hurts. In these 2 years I have sharply changed from an 'innocent girl' who had been always declaring 'I'm a girl too happy to know what happiness is' into a 'mature woman' with a broken heart who's suffering for the torment from a failed marriage. I had tried so hard to save my marriage before I finally gave up unwillingly. I'm not a coward, and not 'a childish person who runs away immediately when problems occurs' like that man said. I just couldn't bear his malicious and insulting words any more. We all deserve happy lives, don't we?
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Promises don't come easy
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Publicado en:13 Julio 2008 10:12 pm
Última actualización en:17 Julio 2008 10:57 pm 2987 vistas
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Last night when I finished the "additional questiones" by BigChurch, I finally summed my life situation: disappointed.
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