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180 degree turn

for as life goes some are lost and therest or save. Me i was saved at an early age but fell from grace at the age of 15. for 27 years i was lost untill God put me somewhere that i had to listen. On feb. 2 2005 i regave myself to Jesus and my life turn 180. for i know i will never be the same. God is good! i will share my past little by little through poems i will post. they help me and may help others for they are a gift for god to show me his love and path for me. i praise the Lord and i know he loves me, thou i'm not worthy. may God bless all that read this and all that don't also your new friend in faith
billy joe collins

never ending war
Posted:Jul 19, 2007 1:51 pm
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2007 3:24 pm
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I still remember the sad feeling that day,
The day our country sent my away.
I still can feel the tears rolling from my eyes,
I still hear the echoes of the other mother’s cries.

All of our young man left for a foreign shore,
They were sent to fight in this never ending war.
Most of us can’t remember just why we are there.
And the longing for their safe return is a pain we all share.

T feels the pain for the mothers that will never hold them again,
My heart bleeds for the ones that meet their end.
Too many torn hearts because of this never ending war,
Too many lives lost away on a foreign shore.

Soon I know my heart will be pain free,
This will only happen when my is home with me.
My sad tears will become full on joy,
When my arms are holding my brave young boy.

But my heart will still feel pain until this war is done,
When every comes home, yes every last one.
Every sons return home, would be so great,
One step closer to a world of peace not hate
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Mother’s Love
Posted:May 2, 2006 7:58 am
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2008 9:29 am
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Mother’s Love

A Mother’s Love is a precious thing.
So much joy does a Mother’s Love bring.
A Mother’s Love is undying it’s from her heart
No matter what her love will never part.

A Mother’s Love help to mend all pain.
Her love is there no matter who is to blame.
I sorry my mother if I ever make you cry.
For I never meant to bring a single tear to your eyes.

When the world looked down on me in me you still believed.
With your Mother’s Love that God made just for me.
Through happiness and sadness you always cared.
Your Mother’s Love is always there to share.

Your Mother’s Love is the beast gift God gave to me.
A love that is so pure, a love so free.
Mother I love you and I want to say.
Thanks for your love and Happy Mother’s Day.
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Precious Love
Posted:May 2, 2006 7:57 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2006 3:25 pm
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Precious Love

Before I was born God knew what I would be.
He also knew you would be the best mother for me.
He knew your heart would be full of mother’s love.
Full of the grace form the heavens above.

A mother’s love is a very precious thing.
I always think of the joy to me it did bring.
Whenever I was down you were then to lean a hand.
You helped me see that it was all in God’s plan.

When I shed tears you wiped them away from my face.
With your Mother’s love and you special grace.
Although I always went left when you told me to go right.
You were always there to lead me back into the light.

You somehow took this lost boy and made me a man.
As only a mother could do with her loving hand.
When the world look bad and I was down.
Your Mother’s love placed my feet of solid ground.

I feel so blessed that God pick you to be a mother for me.
And that you pushed me and show me how to believe.
I am most thankful for you and your loving ways
I love you mother and Happy Mother’s Day.
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my heart is his
Posted:Apr 27, 2006 5:01 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2006 3:27 pm
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a caring heart with so much to share.
why do i feel pain when i shoe i care?
that's why i built the wall of ice around my heart
so never again will it be tore apart.

only my Jesus has a way to get his love in.
for he is all i need, i need no love but him.
his love is true, it will never push me away.
his love will be in my heart until my dying day.

this world has torn my heart, where it can't be repaired.
but Jesus has mended my spirit with his love so fair.
thank you Jesus for is only for you my heart beats today.
thank you for being my only love and in your love i will stay.
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i need a name for this one
Posted:Apr 25, 2006 8:20 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2006 5:43 pm
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As the day ends on a brand new day.
I think of the words to the prayer I will say.
I will give thanks to the blessings that I have received.
And cry out to Jesus that in his love I believe.

I will ask him to look after all the lost souls.
Because if they will ever believe only he would know.
For I know they are treasures in his eyes.
And I hope that they get saved before they die.

I hope they find the joy in their hearts that I have found.
And they know Jesus’ love will pick them off the ground.
That they can find peace in the lord above.
The peace that can only come from Jesus’ love.

I will also pray the hate in this world goes away.
For a world full of love would make a brighter day.
War and anger I feel helps keep the evil alive.
If everyone’s heart is full of love then evil would die.

For we are all God’s treasures even before we were born.
But the hate of this world has left many hearts scorned.
Love starts with forgiveness in all that others do.
If we all learn to do this evil in our heart would be through.
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An Angel of Mercy
Posted:Apr 24, 2006 6:31 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2025 3:58 pm
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An Angel of Mercy

One day I was over come by life’s fears.
When life’s pain over took me and I shed tears
Then I looked up into the darkened skies.
And I saw an angel floating up so high.

Then she floated down to share a tear with me.
And when she touched me, I became pain free.
This angel was sent from the heavens above.
An angel of mercy sent by God’s love.

As I looked into her eyes that was so crystal blue.
Joy started over coming the darkness and all seemed new.
Her silvery robe started shine in this day’s new light.
For the darkened skies was gone and all seemed bight.

She said, “No longer should your day be lead by fears.
For you must remember Jesus love is always near.”
This angel of mercy then released my hand.
Then she said, “Remember you was shaped by God’s hand.”

Then this angel of mercy started to rise into the air.
My body was left full of warmth just knowing Jesus cared.
This has showed me with Jesus’ love I should not have fears.
Just get on my knees to pray and Jesus will draw near.
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Lift His Name
Posted:Apr 20, 2006 2:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2006 5:34 pm
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Lift His Name

The misery of this world can bring you down.
It can crush your heart right into the ground.
Lifting his name will take the tears from your eyes
If you believe in your heart Jesus will hear your cries.

So lift up your hands to the sky
Lift up his name as you cry
In this world of misery
It’s Jesus’ love that we need

When your life is full of nothing but pain.
And it’s only heartaches that your life gains
Then cry on your knee to Jesus today
And lift up his name when you pray

So lift up your hands to the sky
Lift up his name as your cry
Jesus will heal all your misery
Just cry out to him you believe

So lift the Holy name of the lamb
Lift his name whenever you can
Praise him for taking your misery away
By lifting his name as you pray
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Weapon Formed Of Pain
Posted:Apr 19, 2006 10:14 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2006 3:11 pm
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Weapon Formed Of Pain

If we learn wisdom from pain then I should be,
The smartest man in history.
For throughout my life there has only been pain,
When I care for others I’m always left in vain.

It is said that God uses pain to shape what we are,
That if we love him the pain will do our spirit no harm.
But how much more can this body of mine take,
For I have been caused much pain from this world of hate.

Even my family tries to tear my heart out,
Trying to fill what is left of it with doubt.
Telling me I’m useless and will never be anything,
Their words cut deep with the pain they bring.

As I think of the Bible I remember one true thing.
The more I grow in faith the more the devil will bring.
Jesus I am blessed to know you are by my side.
That together we will fight and I don’t need to run and hide.

For this world can’t form a weapon that can harm me.
And through your love from evil my spirit is set free.
Even without my family I will live in your loving way.
I’ll have true faith in my heart that I will be with you someday.

This body is just a vessel that my spirit lives in,
And you died for my spirit even thou my body did sin.
Thank you Jesus for you should me the true meaning of love.
And that my true family is God’s when I get to the heavens above.

04 19 2006
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take me by the hand
Posted:Apr 18, 2006 9:50 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2025 3:58 pm
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Take Me By The Hand

As I raise my hands in thee air,
Show the Lord that I care.
He is my destiny.
I praise all the love I have from you,
All the pain that you went through.
I will live for eternity

Oh my Lord, take my by the hand,
Change the life of this man.
Show me the path that I must lead.
Thank you Lord for loving me

So I fall down on my knees to pray,
And I praise the love that you gave.
You are my destiny.
I praise your unchanging love,
So I cry to the heavens above.
I want to live for eternity.

Oh my Lord, take my by the hand,
Change the life of this man.
Show me the path that I must led.
Thank you Lord for loving me

So take me by the hand,
Help me to fulfill your plan.
This is my praise to thee.
‘Cause you are my destiny
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feelings
Posted:Apr 18, 2006 9:49 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2006 4:29 am
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As I go through this life, trying to find what it is for.
All the heartache and pain somehow there must be more.
But it always seems that what life has in store for me.
The more I try the more people make my heart bleed.

No one is happy unless I am in pain.
They take all my kindness and use me in vain.
I see only the Lord will have kindness for me.
So I must hide must hide away if I want to be pain free.

See I have no more heart it’s been tore out and left on the floor.
And my body is empty, all beaten and sore.
Why can’t people believe that I can be just me?
Why is it when I reach out there nobody can see?

Nobody can see the love God has put in my heart.
I think the world would rather it be tore apart.
But this world can’t not take my faith away.
God’s love will stay in my heart until my dying day.

I pray everyday that in this world someone will see.
I have strong faith and in God I believe.
I trust in his love to be my guiding light.
To help me feel loved throughout my sleepless nights.

Someday the world will be ready to love me.
But now I must hide so my spirit can be free.
Someday someone will see I have so much to share.
But it’s hard to live when nobody cares.

04 18 2006
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