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Posted:Aug 28, 2008 4:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2008 8:21 pm 1590 Views
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Acts 10:34 - Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:
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pissNmoan Fest
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Posted:Aug 27, 2008 3:23 pm
Last Updated:Aug 31, 2008 7:51 pm 1899 Views
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If you don't want to hear me go off about 'POOR ME' then you can click the heck outta here cause that's what I'm about to do!
Actually..It's not a poor-me. I'm just sick of crap. And TRUST ME..I'm in no frikkin mood for you advice no matter how good and useful you think it is. I'm really sick of useless advice as well.
Ever feel like...When does it end? All the answers for 40 frikkin years are..Pray about it. YA really think that that never crossed my mind?
God is testing you...you'll be stronger in the end.. WHATFRIKKINEVER. Lousy excuse. Not true. Things suck unless you're a heartless piece of trash..then life is dandy.
And don't tell me that it's never crossed your mind cause your full of crap if you say so.
Ya know...Do you really know how many times I've heard in recent weeks...
WOW...it's always something. WOW..anything that can happen is really dumping on you.
HELLO?!?!?! I'm the one living this life..I think i've noticed...I DON'T need your commentary about it. And I DON'T need you linking to blogs that AREN'T mine to show what a piece of crap I am and no wonder I have situations. (yes mistaken identity but the pissy finger pointing attitude was still connected to it)
Pray for faith if you don't have it. BS
Sometimes I feel like God looks down and laughs....let's see how you like this one..BAM lightening strikes.
YES it could be worse. I mentioned that in my other post. Thank God that certain things did not turn worse.
On the other hand...when do the good days come?
Don't try to do everything yourself...wait on God
I've been waiting for 40 frikkin years. He's busy with the holy people.
Ya know...even the crazy psychic guy who freaked me out at my store lied to me about the most important part. I hate that stuff..I didn't want to talk to him. I was praying him away the entire time and he just stayed there telling me stuff...exact stuff..names.....dates..everything. FREAKY. Never saw him before..haven't seen him again.
I am typically really, super positive. No mattter what happens I always think that it's going to turn out right. Today..that's going out the window...at least for today. Tomorrow I'll be good again.
AGAIN.....this isn't ..oh poor me. I'm just venting, that's all.
Don't like it? move on to some other post where they fight like little girls in the sandbox.
I SWEAR to you....if I get boils, I'm done.
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prayer for a guy I don't know
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Posted:Aug 22, 2008 7:23 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2008 1:47 pm 1729 Views
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I dont have his name. I just know that he's still unresponsive in the hospital. It's been since my 's accident a few night ago.
So far..they don't know who he is. He didn't have ID on him. That poor guy! Regardless if he was the one who drove into traffic..he doesn't need to die in a hospital with noone knowing who he is.
I told my that I want to go there to see him. She said..no way..she doesnt want to go.
She said she knows he's hurt and by not seeing him she can deal with it. She said if she sees him in a coma she will be affected for life. I know how she is. She has a huge attitude, but her heart is even bigger. I told her I'll go alone.
The detective still hasn't called us back. I learned from the newspaper reporter that the guy is still unconscious and unknown. UGH. It makes me feel like crap. People on the newspaper site comments were blah blah blahing about him being an illegal immigrant. WHATEVER. Life is life no matter where you come from.
Just pleast pray for this guy. The way the accident was and how they had to cut his clothes off of him in the street..I'm sure he was all broken up besides being out cold. God knows what else. Pray for him please.
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Thank God..Thank God...THANK GOD!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 20, 2008 1:20 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2008 1:40 pm 1662 Views
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I know this is another LONG one from me..but it's worth reading just for the entertainment value.
OK..I've had an absolutely INSANE few months. I'm not into telling people I don't know my personal..ie;home and money..business (and trust me it really takes the cake!) But I'll tell ya the rest. Buckle up..you're in for a ride!
OK...as Meow and MustardnPearls know, I was exhausted last night (my own fault for not taking thyroid meds for a week) SOO...I went home and went to bed early...first time in a long long long long time. Soo..I was in bed around 930 or so. PASSED OUT!. Woke up at 1200 feeling like I had to get to work cause I'd already slept almost 3 hours. LOL the typical. I fell back asleep in 2 seconds flat and didn't hear my cell phone vibrating 5 million times.
SOOOO...I wake up at 1230 to my mom standing at the foot of my bed. MIND YOU...I'm 41 years old..haven't lived with mom for 22 years now..so i was like..UHH...HUH??? My Kimmy called her cause I didnt answer then I didnt hear her pounding on my door either.
Kimmy had a car accident. You all know about my other 's accident a couple weeks ago? And my brother in law last week? Well....
A spanish guy was drunk on a bicycle, stopped at the gas station to buy another six pack..the pedaled into the road full speed. MAIN ROAD 55 mph speed limit..5 lanes!! It cut down from 7 because of the area and the highway ramps.etc.
My had her window down, saw him as he entered the 3rd..middle lane..and swerved. He still hit her car, bounced off of it 3 times and his bike bounced up off the front fender because it clipped her side mirror and smashed it off. One of the beers came out of the six pack and smashed on her eye. Beer all over her and an eye the size of a softball. Even with ice..she still cant open it. Also..she's at the chiropractor now because of her shoulder. I think his body hit her shoulder too.
WELL...9 cop cars showed up and a homocide detective. The guy was unresponsive in the street. They had to cut his pants off of him in the road. He had no ID on him. They were headed to fingerprint him to see if he was arrested before because they don't know who he is.
Homocide detective told her not to worry that it's OBVIOUSLY not her fault. and THANK GOD it happened in front of the gas station so they'll have video of at least part of it.
She's freaked out of course and her typically beautiful face is all quasimoto. And...her car needs to be fixed and she has a thousand dollar deductible and she has no car to use in the mean time. I drive a standard and she's too freaked out to try and learn right now.
NEXT!!!!...
Because I had to wake up at midnight and spend a couple hours down at the accident scene, I woke up late and was going to be a few minutes late for work. Fine..no problem. BUT..then I got stopped. I've been stopped a million times because I work in a ghetto school and the cops dont think white girls should be driving through the ghetto..so they stop me. Usually for dumb reasons ie; OH,.,.didnt know you had your seatbelt on. I wanted to make sure you tag wasn't fake, another time..no reason.
BUT..the time with no reason, turns out my registration expired a couple days before. I thought I had til the end of October. NOPE..ends on my birthday. PLUS I didnt have my insurance papers on me.
UGH..got 2 tickets for the first time. Went to pay them..the insurance one wasn't there becasue there was some insurance changes screw up in florida and they deleted my ticket because she didnt specify what was wrong with my insurance.
BUT a couple months later I got a notice of license suspension if I iddn't pay.! UGH! I took a day off and went to the DMV. The lady there set me up a court date cause she said the officer was supposed to notify me.
WELL...My court date passed. I thought it was this month. NOPE..a couple weeks ago and now my license is suspended. I dont know about where you live but in Florida..it's an arrestable offense. PLUS again I didn't have my insurance papers on me. In Mass it's on your registration..i dunno. ANYWAY..I had been stopped because I was speeding through a school zone. Didn't know the school was there..its down a side street evidently and I was only going just over 20mph but in florida school zone is 15mps.
Well..another cop came. I was sitting there for a long time..35 or 40 minutes...so now i'm REALLY late for work. The second cop talked to me then went back to the first cop. first cop came to me with a citation to go to court. He said he wouldnt give me a ticket for speeding cause that was $270 and he didn't want me to have to pay that much along with everything else. He didnt even mention me not finding my insurance papers or registration. He said...
I could arrest you and take you to jail, but I'm just giving you this. Set up a court date within 10 days and this time make sure you remember when it is. OK..now get to work.,
I had already been text messaging my to drive her beat up car to bring me to work cause I thought they would tow it. They let me drive to work on my bad license!!
OK....IT'S NOT DONE THERE!!!
I know I sound like a skanky criminal but trust me..i'm typically really normal (shut up windsage!!) lol
While I was pulled over, while I was waiting for the cop..my neice called. My sister is in the hospital and she wanted me to call and tell me herself what was up. I said..I can't I'm waiting for the cop to come back to my car and Im late for work. My niece says..ok..she has hepatitis B, She thinks she got it from one of her operations.
UGH!! I have her hospital room number but she hasnt answered me yet.
Crazy day!!
Financially right now..im drowning like never before. UNBELIEVABLY..but that's my problem. But all this on top of it. I can't do anything but laugh. Ive reached the point of delerium. EH,,Whatever happens happens.
Anyone got a good size box for me to live in?
HAHAHAHa
Things had the potential to be much much worse so I thank God for that.
OH..and as I was typing this my called from the chiropractors office because he had red sox all over his office. Turns out he's from where we grew up, born the same year as me., I recognize his name but I dont know him. Hope he fixes her messed up shoulder. She feels more comfortable with him now so It's good. Another Thank God!
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I have tomorrow ''off'' ....sorta LOL
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Posted:Aug 18, 2008 2:44 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2008 6:19 pm 1608 Views
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Today public school started in Tampa. New freshmen. UGH! At least I'm not interpreting for any freshmen classes this year.
All of my classes are pretty good..a couple new teachers and a couple of teachers who have been there who I haven't interpreted for before and 2 that I requested to work with.
I only have one problem with my schedule. My boss..who doesn't work in my school because I work for the county school board..they can technically send me to any school in any city..well...she doesn't allow off periods.. because...well... Let's not speak my mind on that one cause you'll think Gordy influenced my language if I do. Anyway...so because I'm not allowed an off period, I have to ''interpret'' for a non signing student in an art class. The class is TMH. I'm not sure what that stands for but it means the who have helmets and diapers and stuff..high school. And I'm not interpreting..it's aiding. YEAH..no thanks! But I don't have a choice. It's going to be a long semester during 3rd period. I swear this is against my contract. UGH!
All the other classes are fine. Honors geometry is going to stretch my brain but it's a good teacher in there.
OH..one other thing. This may sound mean..but that's life. My boss hired an interpreter last year who....nevermind..more bad language brewing on that one.. Anyway, her interpreting is crap and on top of it she thinks she's the best ever and is always in our business and..it doesnt matter. If I explained it you wouldnt get the full concept because you don't know our code of ethics and junk so it would be meaningless..but she annoys the piss outta me. Well...we set her up on the schedule with students who will complain so we can get her outta there. LOL
One History teacher is DIFFICULT to interpret for because he doesn't complete his sentences/thoughts and adds wayyyyyy too many filler words (ie; are ya with me now? ya got it? ya got it? ya with me?) and speaks like a speeding freight train. Tough To interpret. Well...we put here there in honors history with a student who is known to advocate for herself and was already complaining on day one. LOL
It wasn't a complete setup. Just myself and the other interpreter didn't want that class so we gave it to her...and thought of the other motives after the fact. LOL
The thing is, we CAN interpret that class, we choose not to. When you interpret for high school you have to be able to interpret fluently MANY subjects and situations. Chemistry, zoology, history, drama, low levels and high levels of reading..When the cops come, when the social workers come, when the office wants to suspend them (and we have to voice in english what we know are lies from the deaf . LOL ) and Guidence counselor meetings..after school clubs, sports, FFA, swim meets, spanish conversations, parent meetings IEP meetings, announcements, the pledge.. SONGS for bell work!!UGH!!. EVERYTHING! I'm not awesome and I have plenty of improving to do, but you can't do high school if you can barely get by in a conversation in sign language.
ANYWAYS...hurricane is supposedly coming so we have no school tomorrow. I'm off..from there. Soooooo...I'm coming to the bakery and making TONS of stuff before we lose power so I have lots to sell when everyone else is closed the next day. HEH HEH HEH I remember a few years ago in a huge city this size there was 1 subway sandwich shop with power and another restaurant down the road. Strange..but somehow they had power..maybe generators..and were PACKED!!!
Sooo...we better at least lose power. LOL..well..not in my house though. LOL
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So why am I sitting here posting yet again??!?!
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Posted:Aug 17, 2008 9:31 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2008 2:15 pm 1713 Views
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Because I am soooo completely UNmotivated today!! UGH!! I swear sometimes I'm the laziest person who ever walked this earth. That's why I do so much..the pressure keeps me motivated.
I'm at my store right now and I have so much baking to do. Plus I have to run to Sam's club and to Home Depot to get a few things. And what am I doing but sitting on my butt doing next to nothing. Well...i'm about to drink some more coffee. I'm not tired..not even a little bit. It's the ADD issues I think.(If you have like this you know how it is. I'm bored out of my stinkin' mind because I'm doing nothing but at the same time I'm not focusing on one task so that I can follow through and get it all done because my brain is spinning..it's so dumb..a cycle but normally you'd never know because I know how to deal with it) I dunno. Normally I can control it..I think it's because I haven't taken my thyroid meds in several days and that exacerbates the issue. Not that you all care to know my personal business..but hey..too late now huh? LOL
I know once I start I'll be on a roll and get it all done in no time..I'm good like that. I just have to start. LOL Actually..the problem is that I dont want to go to the store and I have to because I need some stuff if I want to do what i need to do.
OK..enough piss and moaning...I'm gonna drink my coffee and move my butt.
OH..my real job starts tomorrow. YAY!
Last night I made MAD MONEY at the serving job thank God! OH..and a guest who was in a birthday party I was waiting on is a coffee roaster and even though I have a supplier..I need a better dark roast coffee and he has one that i've been looking for. MMMMmmmmmm coffee.
OK..I'm out. see you again in between muffins baking and frosting brownies. LOL
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Pray for my ?
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Posted:Aug 17, 2008 7:18 am
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2008 2:18 pm 1972 Views
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I have one who lives with me here and helps run the bakery. She was all psyched up for us to start it along with my older .
Well....while I was in Mexico my in law decided that he wanted to move back to Boston. 2 days before I got back, they left. I don't like to think about it..it crushed me.
BUT...my 2 daughters are like twins born 2 years apart. They are extremely close..unbelievably close. So when Nikole moved away, Kimmy was blown away. Nik moved back one other time..right after she turned 18 and Kimmy was devastated to put it minimally. It was more obvious then because Kimmy was stuck at home..no job no car..so I saw what it did to her.
This time..she hides it better. But she's always hanging with her friends and barely sleeping. I've read some of her posts online..my space stuff...and she's bad off. She is so hurt and depressed and sick of living with a fake smile. If we hadn't started this store, I know without a doubt that she would've followed Nikole's family back home.
I don't know..I feel bad for her. There's nothing she can do but stay here. I set up this store for the 2 of them because it's what they've wanted since they were . Nikole said...'he's going back home..am I supposed to stay here?' Sooo...I'm doing all the work...which is fine. But the crappy part is that Kimmy is turning herself inside out. She feels she is just living life in a fog. I don't see it ever changing unless the 2 girls are together again. Same as last time.
Pray for her well being.
Thanks so much
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que pasa ? I don't get it.
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Posted:Aug 16, 2008 6:49 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2008 7:02 pm 1630 Views
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Is long distance the typical thing here?
I've said a thousand times that I'm not here to hook up, but many are and that's cool..especially since that's the main reason for this site I guess.
BUT...everyone is from all over the place and people wink and hotlist from all over creation.
Does anyone think before they click? I certainly have no plans of moving and definately no plans to have an email relationship.
ALSO..when someone winks and his profile states he's looking for this, this and this and my profile states the opposite..ahhhh...whatayathinkin?? There's turn off number one because you either don't bother to read, don't care or think I'll change my mind.
I dunno..I'm an internet cynic. LOL
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I'm here late again...
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Posted:Aug 13, 2008 8:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2008 8:12 pm 1576 Views
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I'm still at the store...just finishing cleaning up. It's not a bad thing..well til the alarm goes off at 430 in the morning. LOL
I had to bake some more things because we sold some...so that's good.
Yesterday the owner of the coffee company I buy from came here for a meeting with a . Tampa was halfway. He was coming from the south and the from the North. Actually, I didn't know who was coming for the meeting. My saleslady just text me to ask my hours and said so and so is going to be there at four to meet . OK..whatever..I'll be here.
Turns out the own a few coffee shops north of here. They happened to come in contact with some multi millionaire guy who liked his coffee and wants him to set up shop in some venture he has going and then wants to turn them into a chain. Well..this guy liked my food here and asked if I'm interested in wholesaling to him for the new stores. Uhh...YEAH! We'll see what happens. You know how business is..sometimes it's all talk. He said he will get ahold of me in a couple of months. Time will tell.
If he doesn't..he's missing out because I make some good freakin stuff here. LOL At least I assume it is..I dont eat it. LOL I like it, I just don't want to weigh a ton and a half.
Speaking of which. I'm trying to get back onto my raw food diet. I feel like a boombalatty. It's the backlash of tacos and chelas in Mexico.
OK..I'm going home now. I'm starting to get tired.
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