Chill again!!! Thank God!
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Posted:Oct 5, 2008 10:55 am
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2008 7:11 pm 2704 Views
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Ya know my nervous breakdown I was about to have a week or two ago? Yeah..well...I guess it was all useless. Everything has worked out well. God's timing..not my timing huh? 
Store rent is paid..my car/license situation is all dealt with. Mortgage is situated. Homework I'll be catching up on tonight. And we are going to promote the heck outta my store to get some business flowing with the cooler weather coming.
My landlord's is helping me out...he has lots of good ideas..and he's going to take my sign down and paint it. Seeing his 6'4'' self way up on the ladder..hmmmm...not a bad notion. LOL 
Next weekend is my birthday so we're having a little party here in my store. I have to cook for my own party..that doesn't quite seem fair. LOL But some people have bugged me for tamales and pazole so I guess I'll break down and make those.
But for now...I'm at the store baking a bunch of stuff. Hmmm..what's next? I just did candybar brownies, chocolate croissants, waleeco bars, peanut butter brownie cups....hmmmm..what else sounds good?
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WHEW!!! Thanks!!
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Posted:Sep 23, 2008 4:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2008 7:30 am 1990 Views
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Step one...over and done. Amazing.
A couple of other things are still up in the air.
One I have no control over...just sit and wait.
The other..I have no idea what to do. I've prayed about it over and over and I don't feel confident in either direction.
Another sit and wait situation.
I know God is teaching me that I cant control everything. Not that I'm a control freak..but over my own life. I've had to..that was my situation growing up. When you learn that noone takes care of you but you....it becomes habit I guess.
OK GOD!! I get it!! It finally hit me the other day. Now I'm just sitting back and waiting. But will you tell me what the decision is? I couldn't figure it out on my own even if I wanted to. That's why my head has been in a cyclone lately. But I need to know what to do!
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prayer again
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Posted:Sep 23, 2008 5:39 am
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2008 12:40 pm 2499 Views
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Well...most of you know I have my freak out moments a couple of weeks ago. I'm pretty chill now, but only because I cant do anything about anything. LOL
I'm still waiting for my student loan to come in...it's taking longer than it has ever taken in all my years of school. That'll be a huge stress relief when it finally comes through.
I have some other crap I have to deal with today, which is why I'm here and not at work. I'm going to use some of the time to do some homework too. I have soooo much to do that's due in the next 2 weeks.
Please just pray for everything to work out. And for me to remain chill about it all. I used to always be that way..then my life was thrown into a blender. LOL
It's all coming to an end...my crappy situations..not my life. LOL
I'll give you all an update soon...in the general, not really telling you anything sort of way that I have. LOL
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I never rode the short bus.....
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Posted:Sep 21, 2008 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2008 7:24 pm 2169 Views
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THIS IS MY WARNING LABEL...This post really has no good point. If you're familiar with my blog, sometimes my ADD kicks in and I have random thoughts that string together. LOL
This is the end of my disclaimer...continue at your own risk...
I think I'm special. My mom tells me I am...but not in the helmet wearing short bus kinda way. LOL
Especially since moving to Florida...I feel like I'm in my own little world. I'm just different...grew up differently..different culture I guess. Kinda odd since we're all in the same country. It was much more apparrent to me when I first moved here. Now I'm kinda assimilated..sorta...in a way that I'm slightly more tolerant of differences...not that anyone is more tolerant of me. LOL
I guess this is part of the reason why I haven't found the man of my dreams here. However...I haven't really looked. LOL I just live my life and if someone crosses my path...fine. I don't hang out in the produce section squeezing grapefruits and thumping melons, waiting for the perfect guy to come along and strike up conversation.
Actually..I dont have time to hang out in the grocery store. I grab my carriage...or buggy as they say here,but I never do. LOL.... toss my stuff in and bolt for the check out line that's way too long cause the cashier it talking to everyone about their food choices. UGH..shut up and lets go. LOL
I have several Mexican friends here...my daughters and my gringo friends make fun of me for it all the time. Eh...whatever. I love different cultures and different languages, which is why I'm in my profession and why I chose the master's program that I'm in. But even with that, I have no plans of marrying and undocumented line cook who probably has a wife back home anyway. LOL I love those guys like family..but yeah..uh no thanks.
I dated a Mexican guy for a long time but we've been done for a year now...next month is a year ago. He's still up my butt from time to time. A guy I was seeing back home called me today too. He gets a sideways hair every once in a while and won't leave me alone. However I know well enough not to tell this stuff to anyone that I date. LOL I know that I have no feelings for the past guys and I have no control over their phone and texting habits. Whattaya gonna do...ya know?
If only the guys we WANT to be with would be so persistant huh? LOL However...in hindsight...that's not such a good idea either. LOL
OK...well...I've mentioned several times in the past how I'm not into intenet dating and long distance stuff. I'm sure it works great for some of you, but..I dunno...I feel like you don't really know a person if you don't know them in real life. And I'm too time needy...even though I have very little time..LOL...to deal with a long distance thing.
Regardless of that..just for the heck of it..I did a BC search within..I dont remember..I think fifty miles of my registered zip code. Yeah..it came up with NOTHIN. HAHAHAHA Then I altered it a bit..and still NOTHIN. LOL
I did the search because of the prom date post. Looks like I'm going alone..but I'm not a wallflower. LOL And I swear I'm not wearing any big bowed cinderella eighties dress. LOL
Wow...when I get rambling my posts get long. Is anyone even still reading? LOL I had so much more to say..totally off topic, but I'll save it for another time..another post. Cause I'm tellin ya... I'd never read all the way through this thing if it weren't mine. lol
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OK...I have a serious question
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Posted:Sep 17, 2008 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2008 6:08 pm 2423 Views
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What do you think? Do we get attacked cause we're not holy enough or what?
I have a ton of stuff going on. I mentioned some of it before and then I posted a 'thank God' post because everything was supposed to be situated. 4 or 5 weeks later..NOPE. It's all gone further down the toilet and there's a plunger on my head shoving me into the crap farther. lol
ANYWAYS...This isnt about that really...sorta..but I'm not on a piss n moan fest.
When I was talking to my mom today, she told me I really need to get into God or whatever the heck she said similar to that. And she told me to call my grandfather so He can pray because I'm under attack because I'm vulnerable.
If I pray, and anne marie prays and my mom prays and several people here have prayed and everything gets worse and worse...
(I have to say though that in the middle of all the mire, there have been a couple of THANK GOD moments because things could have been worse....if you can believe that)
So my point is..sorta....
Does it matter WHO is praying..or HOW MANY people are praying..or if I'm less than perfectly holy..or whatever I am? My mom frustrated me beyond words a few minutes ago because of this conversation.
She said...it will all happen in God's time. Well...that doesnt seem to fit real life time. I really truely thought it would but now..not so much. lol
I know it's not funny...but i'm really losin it. I'm not complaining..I just dont know what else to do.
I know you all wont have answers to my life...but opinions maybe?
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What is wrong with people??
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Posted:Sep 15, 2008 5:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2008 9:52 am 3053 Views
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OK....some guy sends me a kiss.
DON'T freakin do that!
Do I know you? NO...would you walk up and kiss someone you've never met? I highly doubt it.
I don't care if it is 'virtual' Just don't do it...it creeps me out.
Hugs..just as bad. I dont know you..dont touch me...even if it is only through the computer.
Next.....
If your opening line says you love BBW's. Don't wink at me. It's offensive. LOL
I couldnt care who you love...find all the bbw's you want. Last I checked, a 5'8'' size 8 doesn't fit that profile so don't insult me with your thinking so.
Have a nice day,
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Got recipes?
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Posted:Sep 13, 2008 5:38 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2008 2:25 pm 1924 Views
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As most of you know I recently opened my coffee shop/bakery. I keep trying different things to see what works in the area.
Because we're a Boston themed shop, I make some things from back home, but I make some general bakery items as well.
BUT...I'm always willing to try out some new stuff.
Because we're in a huge hispanic area, next week I'm buying a small fryer and will be making churros and adding cafe con leche as well. I know...not boston...but I'm in Tampa so ya gotta go with what works. Besides..churros are good stuff!!! LOL
Ok....give me your time tested recipes..I'll let ya know how it works out. Maybe I'll even name them after you. LOL
(we do sell Bob Cookies, named after my friend who used to make them for my when they were young..theyve called them that forever and it stuck. LOL
Thanks tons!!
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Wouldn't it be nice.....
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Posted:Sep 10, 2008 7:50 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2008 2:24 pm 1940 Views
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It would be so much easier on our lives if we weren't attracted to people who are not the best for us.
Imagine all the time I could have spent being productive.
On the other hand...experience makes us who we are.
But still....it's annoying and bothersome after the fact.
Don't mind me...I'm just a dumb girl. 
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I'm basically a happy person.....
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Posted:Sep 8, 2008 1:17 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2008 3:55 am 1864 Views
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Ya know...Normally I'm just regular I guess...Live my life, blah blah blah..
WELL...with the exception of my week long rant a week or so back. That's not typical of me, but ya know..sometimes a person can only take so much.
I've been told that I have a strong personality...I dunno..I'm just me. You do what ya gotta do to survive. I don't think all that much about my life. I mean...how I live it..work work work and school..all that stuff. Most of the time it doesnt bother me all too much. I just keep going..smiling all the way.
It's not fake..I'm truely just clueless I guess. LOL
I was happier back home..well...til it snowed. LOL I was happier there because I had more friends...people I had known for years and years. It's different from casual friends that you meet just cause you work together.
Even with that...I'm still generally just chill. Well...In my own kinda way. LOL
Still..there are things that make me sad. Actually there are only two things that make me sad...
I can't even write about them cause it'll make me cry.
The thing is..no matter how strong of a person I think I am...No matter how much I think i can do....there's absolutely NOTHING I can do about either thing. Strange huh?
What's my point? Don't think I have one.
I'm going to school now..3 hour class. UGH. Not sure my short attention span can handle that tonight. lol
See you when I get back. I have a 5 page paper to write again tonight and it's due in email before I go to bed tonight...so I'll be online distracting myself between paragraphs. LOL
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