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iceteaplease 53M
753 posts
11/17/2007 5:30 pm
I have always wanted nothing more than to hold her hand


I am writing this to the best of my memory but it is most definitely true. It's about me, a love affair and a friend. Since there is a lot to write about this story, I will break it up into short posts over? Have no idea how long.

It started 8 years ago, I was starting a new business and separated from my wife of 5 years. I had moved from Colorado Springs, home to Grand Junction. Moved in with my folks till I got up on my feet.

I was playing around in a chat room, I never really chatted before but I guess I needed fellowship even if it wasn't Christian. I was chatting with a girl who called herself Krystal_ca.

I didn't think much of until the next day. I went back into the chat room and while I was watching her type away, I noticed something. I saw some odd personality in her comments. It was kinda like she was troubled but trying to hide it. So I sent her an instant message asking if she was okay. I went outside for a smoke, not really expecting a reply as most girls didn't back then. In the early days of chat it was usually guys trying to get girls to cyber sex with them.

I came back in and sat down at my computer. She did reply with a simple "no, I am not okay so leave me alone!" Well, I felt kinda bad, so I went back into the chat room and started to write about a walk on the beach. I wasn't writing to any one specific just writing about walking on the beach and how nice it would be to hold someone's hand. To share the evening and put our worries aside, kick the sand and gaze at the stars for a while.

The next day I returned to the chat room and saw she was there. I started writing again about walking and holding hands with someone special. Occasionally getting remarks from her and others. I did this for a week straight, until finally my PM window popped up with Krystal_ca asking me to take her away into this beach so she could have some peace, but she wanted me to tell the fantasy in a private room (back then the im windows were tiny). So I did, for hours I would just write. She would sit back in her chair and read as if she was watching a movie...(more to come)

Born Again Christians only need to chew, It's those left behind that have to swallow it.


Independance
(Patricia )
62F

11/17/2007 9:41 pm

looking forward to reading more (i already want to know why you two aren't together after 8 years)

Life is an adventure.


OceanBlue122 56F

11/18/2007 10:38 am

Interesting beginning....waiting....for the next installment!!!


GreenGal777
(Lisa H)
62F
1182 posts
11/18/2007 4:13 pm

Ice T brother,

wow, I'm hooked. You are a fantastic story teller. You write so eloquently and meaningfully. You are going to bless and encourage many with this .

amen, sincerely, Lisa Green


Indescribeable 66F
8057 posts
11/21/2007 12:59 pm

Nice writing....sincerely. I read the last one first so I had to come back and read the first one. Cheers.

(¯`•♥•´¯) ¤`•.♥.•´ ¤ (¯`•♥•´¯)


simplyme39 61F
311 posts
12/21/2007 9:22 pm

Okay....so you got me reading up to this far.......am new to this whole thing...never even thought there's something like this at bigchurch...Never realized there's so much sharing that goes in and out on these pages till I got to visit some few blog posts about a week ago and was truly blessed by then.....now am hooked on a whole new world of BC writers who despite being strangers to me, seem to communicate tothe core of my very sole.....................they cut through me!!

Anyway.....sooooo what happened next???? will promise to read your blogs like a tele series novel