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54....WOW! I have been on this planet 54 yrs!! What a life so far! But how much of it has been growing years, I remember before I was 40, I didnt think of myself as a woman, still a girl in so many ways, now I feel like I'm a woman, there's a quiet comforting peace in it, anyone relate? I honestly feel like I have the rest of my life and the best years before me, amen! I feel like a grownup! It is so looonggg since soo many things now!  It is 37 yrs since I became a mother, 36 yrs since I got married, 30yrs since I ended it! 22yrs since I divorced him, but divorcing yourself from someone can take a long time to happen in your emotions and spirit, soul ties etc! There's been a lot of heavy duty "STUFF' to go through and get over, especially these last EIGHT years, but praise God, this is the year of new beginnings and we all know what happens with new beginnings, it means endings, doors closing and exciting new doors opening, wow!! A lot of those last 30yrs were "getting over it" yrs! Yep, come a llooonnnggg way, well seems like it, but it also feels like it's only just beginning! I would like to get married again one day, but it is not an empty longing, either way, whatever God wants, is what I want! Amen! My came out singing happy birthday and we had our usual morning cuddle! He knows me well enough to take the time to remember conversations and he remembered me saying I like the Bourne movies, so he got me the three movies and a lovely card! We will be having lunch with my sister, I am not used to any one caring enough to be bothered to want to "DO" something for my birthday! So we're going to eat chinese etc. She's coming 100ks to do that, wow! My gets more excited about my birthday, I thank God every morning for every new day and that I will rejoice and be glad in it, amen! I need another 50yrs so I can live with what I've learned and enjoy it! Praise God! And you know there was a time I wouldnt even have mentioned my birthday for fear of rejection, yee haa, how wonderful it is to be free from a spirit of rejection, it was there for so much of my life and the spirit of fear, Whhoo hooo, happy birthday to MOI! CELEBRATE LIFE not just birthdays, honestly the joy of the Lord is rising in me as I write, God bless you all and enjoy my birthday and your birthdays and life set free by Jesus, amen!!   
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8/14/2008 4:53 pm |
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Chocnroses, Happy Birthday to you! May the lord bless you with whatever your wants and needs are, in this renewal of NEW BEGINNINGS! In Jesus Name, Amen.
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Happy Birthday! I hope you get 65 more 
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Happy B-day and you sure don't look 54 - are you sure you are reading this right and aren't 44?
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8/14/2008 6:38 pm |
Happy Birthday little girl.....GBY ‘HE will rule them with an iron scepter.’... He treads the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty.... On HIS robe and on HIS thigh HE has this name written:... KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS."
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8/14/2008 9:40 pm |
You don't look a day over 35 my dah-ling. Happy day to you! 
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OK I am overwhelmed you guys! Truly I've had a lousy day, my sister let me down, she made a fuss over it being my birthday, going to lunch, I even agreed to chinese just to please them. She txt me at 12pm, to say she wasnt coming, we were supposed to meet at 12 at the restaurant! I dont get my family at all, suckered again ... I was really hurt ...
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Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Chocnroses, Happy Birthday to you! May the lord bless you with whatever your wants and needs are, in this renewal of NEW BEGINNINGS! In Jesus Name, Amen.
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Thankyou Scott!
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Thankyou Pat you lovely girl you!
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Thankyou Joy, would have been good!
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Thanks Pete!
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Happy Birthday! I hope you get 65 more
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Thank you so much!
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Happy B-day and you sure don't look 54 - are you sure you are reading this right and aren't 44?
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Happy Birthday little girl.....GBY
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Thanks Marilyn!
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Thankyou, did you have a good one?
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You don't look a day over 35 my dah-ling. Happy day to you!
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Thankyou guys you've made my day, it was like walking into a surprise birthday party, I've never had a birthday party before! It's true you cant pick your relatives, but God can sure pick some friends, God bless each and everyone of you, you made me cry, thank you it really means so much, if it wasnt for you guys and my son, well praise God for each and every one of you! Love always, Leanne
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Thankyou!
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OOPS--late here! Anyhew--HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ma'am. Sorry about your sister.  I'm with you tho--54 with an exciting FUTURE !!!  
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hey there, happy birthday sweety God Bless you always Honee If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. 
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OOPS--late here! Anyhew--HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ma'am. Sorry about your sister. I'm with you tho--54 with an exciting FUTURE !!!
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hey there, happy birthday sweety God Bless you always Honee
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You're blessed, only one like that! My whole family, except my dad, were and are like that, if only you knew! But hey, satan always comes at me thru my family! BUT todays a new day,and I'm over it! Thankyou Jesus and I am going to remember everyone on this blog and my son for making it special!
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