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The Man Of My Dreams? A man who I cared about very much came back into my life recently. It was totally unexpected, and I must say, a little unappreciated at first! It had been 3 months since I heard from him. We had a disagreement and that is how long it took him to be willing to talk to me again. I was so happy to hear his voice at first. After we hung up the phone after our conversation, though, I became angry! I had put him and my feelings for him behind me. How dare he ask me to open my heart to him again after I had effectively closed it? How dare he expect to pick up where we left off? How dare he expect me to be in a relationship with him unless I knew exactly where it would end? I wanted to run! I wrote him a pretty harsh email, and even sent it to him. At the same time I was crying out to the Lord to let me forget him again and move on. Thank God He doesn't always answer our prayers the way we think we want Him to! The Lord told me not to push him away, but to call him and ask his forgiveness for the email. He told me to listen to this man's heart as well as his words while he was talking to me. I did that and I am so glad I did! We got everything resolved and discovered that our hearts are in the same place! He wants to explore our relationship to see if I am the one for him and I want to explore it to see if he is the one for me! So, here we are - starting on our journey together again where we left off. Where will it end? Will it end in marriage? Will we just stay good friends? I don't know. We both only want the one God has for us to marry. Neither of us is willing to settle for any less than that in our lives. So, if He wants us to be together, then we will. If He wants us to be good friends, then we will. I know what my personal desire is, but I lay that at His feet. His will is my will. Just thought I would share my heart with you today. If we come across your mind, will you please pray for us? I would so appreciate it! Be blessed in Him! Jean |
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2/16/2006 1:21 pm |
I am hearin' ya sis .. boy I will pray for you guys. That really no matter how it goes .. it all goes well .. no more heartaches .. Im at the putting it all behind me point and have thought on that .. what IF he comes back into my life (in THAT way) and thought .. man no! It is the same .. only want the one God says .. but what your talking about here is what Im actually hoping DOESN'T happen .. good IF its God .. but if its not .. oh no .. not again! (and wondering even if its wrong to even think that way .. saying no not again! lol) Though I did get a bit of a laugh .. I thought I was the only one that sent 'those' kind of emails! ooops! hehe I do pray so much that it all DOES work the way you hope .. anything is possible with God eh?  Peace and Love, Anne Marie ... This message has been brought to you by the Justin Case Network .. official sponsor of the Foot in Mouth clubs of America .. with your support we WILL find a cure!
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Jean ..God can be so amazing....I will pray for you...oceanfloor
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2/16/2006 7:03 pm |
Thanks, Anne Marie! You are always such a breath of fresh air here in Blogland! I love your honesty and openness! If the Lord had asked me before He brought this man back into my life what I wanted, I would have certainly said, "NO WAY!" However, His ways are not my ways and His thoughts not my thoughts. I will not allow myself to be so afraid that I will pass up the chance at love. Be blessed!
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2/16/2006 8:43 pm |
i certainly will my friend! Pam
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2/17/2006 8:41 am |
Everything works for the good for those who love God and are called according to His purpose. My prayers are with you. Elizabeth
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2/18/2006 7:43 am |
No dennis - this is not official girl talk - you got a glimse of that the other day!!!! Where is rollie when you need him? Jean help me out here!!!
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2/18/2006 9:32 pm |
Dennis, you and I have had girl talk before. Don't you remember the subject that we talked about? That is girl talk. LOL! Sush! Don't tell anyone!
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2/19/2006 2:55 pm |
I am praying for you too Jean, life is funny how it turns around. God is in control, Your honesty is beautiful , how sweet it is, life and the little suprises we encounter each day, Bless you Jean, love netty.
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2/22/2006 8:19 am |
I am praying everyhthing works out for you guys. Gwen
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