What Do You Do?
|
Posted:Mar 4, 2006 10:31 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2007 8:08 am 2120 Views
|
I'm lonely again tonight. Seems I'm always lonely. I can't seem to settle my mind down enough to sleep until I'm just too sleepy to do otherwise.
I wish it weren't this way. I wish I knew the secret...and don't say prayer, because I do that all of the time. I take the scripture, "Pray without ceasing" literally.
Actually, I would like to hear what others do in order to combat sleeplessness.
Remember, don't say prayer, because I pray avidly. Give me some real life solutions to the problem. What do you do?
Thanks,
Karen
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
What Do You Do?
|
Posted:Mar 4, 2006 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2006 9:54 am 2095 Views
|
I'm lonely again tonight. Seems I'm always lonely. I can't seem to settle my mind down enough to sleep until I'm just too sleepy to do otherwise.
I wish it weren't this way. I wish I knew the secret...and don't say prayer, because I do that all of the time. I take the scripture, "Pray without ceasing" literally.
Actually, I would like to hear what others do in order to combat sleeplessness.
Remember, don't say prayer, because I pray avidly. Give me some real life solutions to the problem. What do you do?
Thanks,
Karen
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
Song of My Heart
|
Posted:Mar 4, 2006 12:44 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2007 8:09 am 2070 Views
|
Why do I wait here
Losing my sleep
While the man of my dreams
Doesn't even peep
Where are you, my love
My heart awakes
While I sit here beside myself
Wondering if you quake
Wanting my love
Like I want yours
Looking above
To the one who endures
Why can't you come to me
I need you right now
To be in my arms
So I can say wow
Where are you my love
I want to see you
And take you beside me
'Till we both coo
It's in me to love you
And you to love me
Can't you hurry
Can't you make speed
I can't wait much longer
'Till you come along
Others are waiting
To sing me a song
I'll be glad when you're with me
No more apart
I'm calling you now
Do you hear my heart
Are you listening to God
The one that knows me
Do you know what He's saying
You need to make speed
I don't know how long
I can wait for you dear
I want you beside me
I want you so near
Will you come along
'fore I give my heart
To others who await me
It won't be to smart
Can you hear me
Can you hear my heart
Or am I just dreaming
That you're my restart
Can you come now
'fore too long
So my heart can then say
To the fellows, so long
Please hear me sweet love
Please hear my heart
I'm trying to wait
Because I am smart
But it's hard you know
With all them around
They woo my heart
And make me make sounds
Please come along
'fore they take me away
Then I'll be theirs
And I'll have to stay
They'll be my love
And then I won't have
What God wanted for me
As a deep warming salve
I urge you my dear
To come on a dime
Make me your wife
And be here on time
written by Karen Scarborough 03/04/06 early
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
My Friend
|
Posted:Mar 3, 2006 6:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:29 pm 1964 Views
|
I have a Friend
He is my God
The Maker of my soul
He makes me laugh, He makes me cry
He fills my every hole
He will not stop
Until He's done
Working what He started
He'll fully complete His masterpiece
Before life's race is charted
Hear my plea
And you will see
This Friend that I now speak of
He'll give you life eternally
Plus peace, and joy, and love
Let Him in your heart this day
I pray, I plead, I ask
Your debt for sin you'll never pay
So you, as well can bask
In His love
You'll never be
As lonely as before
His friendship lasts a life time
And then there's great reward
So let Him in your heart today
Do not hesitate
He'll be there now and 'ever
With/without a mate
God bless all of you
As you seek your Makers' face
And grant you life eternal
And help you find a mate
written on 02/19/06 at 11:39 pm
by 1ladybabygirl> Karen Scarborough
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
GOD, OSTURN, and Me
|
Posted:Mar 3, 2006 6:16 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2007 8:14 am 2056 Views
|
osturn says
that i must seek
the strength of god
when i am weak
when i can't seem
to go to sleep
'cause my arms ache
for the man i seek
it's hard for me to turn off light
close my eyes
and sleep all night
it's hard for me to rise up early
do my work, and not feel girly
to give it to god
seems the hardest thing
but i know he's right
he has real sight
to see the things of god he knows
to share the wisdom wherever he goes
that's osturn
cause he knows
all about it
so he will stand up and shout it
he is a blessing to those who need him
and doesn't back down to those who won't heed him
he cares so much
it's hard to ignore him
but gentleness is his way
he does not betray
my heart is willing
my flesh is weak
so it is God
that i must seek
to give me love
and ease the pain
of sleeping alone
without a main (man) KS Note: I used to call my husband my 'main'.
Written on 02/27/06 by Karen Scarborough (1ladybabygirl)
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
This one's for you gokartbob...I FEEL GOOD!
|
Posted:Mar 3, 2006 5:57 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2006 7:04 am 2027 Views
|
I am totally content with my life right now. God is doing great things in it.
I have more than I could dream of, to use for His glory.
I have met a lot of nice people, made new friends, and I have a church to fellowship at.
I enjoy ministering to the people I've met, and I am blessed by them when they minister to me.
I'm finally getting the increase in my income that I have prayed for.
Life just seems to be good right now.
One thing I'm especially happy about, is the change in the way I view 'not getting a husband yet'.
I guess it's just not in God's timing yet. But the fact that I don't feel so bad about it now, feels good.
I was so lonely. And now, I have the strength to wait for Him to make the right choice for me...cause I can't do it alone...I wouldn't know who to choose.
Only He knows what's best for me
And where my husband will be
He shines His love on me
And makes me feel so free
God Bless You, everyone here at BigChurch.
Love,
Karen
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
WHY Do Men Do That
|
Posted:Mar 1, 2006 10:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2006 10:12 am 2137 Views
|
They build up my hopes with dreams that THEY ARE DIFFERENT from other men I've met, or talked to in my life.
When they meet me, they listen to my story with eager sympathy and say,
"I would NEVER do you like 'he' did, ESPECIALLY SINCE I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH. I'm not like that. That would be wrong. That guy was a jerk!...and I'm not. That IS NOT the way a CHRISTIAN man is supposed to be. God wouldn't act that way, or treat you that way. Christian men who are led by God, do things differently."
After they say that, I trust them, and give them as much of me as I can, as a Christian woman.
They tell me that they ARE DIFFERENT, and I BELIEVE THEM, BECAUSE I WANT to give them the benefit of a doubt that what they are saying is true, AND possible of men...ESPECIALLY of CHRISTIAN MEN...I want to believe they wouldn't lie to me, or be cruel. That God wouldn't let them do it to me, again.
But try as I may, I HAVEN'T FOUND IT to BE TRUE!.
Christian men act and do just like worldly men WHEN THEY GET THROUGH WITH ME!
Then, they do the exact same thing that all other men have done to me.
When I tell them what they are doing, they get mad at me, because I'm 'comparing them to other men' they say. They won't even discuss it!!
What I don't understand is this:
If they're not like other men, why do they do me the same way? I don't understand!
Would someone please explain this to me? Am I missing something I need to know??
Where do I go wrong?
Are there really any God-fearing men in the world? I'm beginning to wonder about that.
It happens everytime! And I truly don't want to believe that men mean to be this way...cold-hearted, and mean; cruel, and unfeeling.
So, WHY ARE THEY? WHY DO MEN DO THAT!?
PLEASE HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND THIS ABOUT MEN!!. Please? I want to understand, so I can do better, and be a better woman for it.
Thank you for your help.
Karen
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
WHY Do Men Do That
|
Posted:Mar 1, 2006 10:19 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2007 8:16 am 2071 Views
|
They build up my hopes with dreams that THEY ARE DIFFERENT from other men I've met, or talked to in my life.
When they meet me, they listen to my story with eager sympathy and say,
"I would NEVER do you like 'he' did, ESPECIALLY SINCE I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH. I'm not like that. That would be wrong. That guy was a jerk!...and I'm not. That IS NOT the way a CHRISTIAN man is supposed to be. God wouldn't act that way, or treat you that way. Christian men who are led by God, do things differently."
After they say that, I trust them, and give them as much of me as I can, as a Christian woman.
They tell me that they ARE DIFFERENT, and I BELIEVE THEM, BECAUSE I WANT to give them the benefit of a doubt that what they are saying is true, AND possible of men...ESPECIALLY of CHRISTIAN MEN...I want to believe they wouldn't lie to me, or be cruel. That God wouldn't let them do it to me, again.
But try as I may, I HAVEN'T FOUND IT to BE TRUE!.
Christian men act and do just like worldly men WHEN THEY GET THROUGH WITH ME!
Then, they do the exact same thing that all other men have done to me.
When I tell them what they are doing, they get mad at me, because I'm 'comparing them to other men' they say. They won't even discuss it!!
What I don't understand is this:
If they're not like other men, why do they do me the same way? I don't understand!
Would someone please explain this to me? Am I missing something I need to know??
Where do I go wrong?
Are there really any God-fearing men in the world? I'm beginning to wonder about that.
It happens everytime! And I truly don't want to believe that men mean to be this way...cold-hearted, and mean; cruel, and unfeeling.
So, WHY ARE THEY? WHY DO MEN DO THAT!?
PLEASE HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND THIS ABOUT MEN!!. Please? I want to understand, so I can do better, and be a better woman for it.
Thank you for your help.
Karen
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
Sometimes I don't understand men.
|
Posted:Mar 1, 2006 1:08 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2007 8:19 am 2032 Views
|
Why is it that men can always tell me that I'm doing wrong, but not think it is necessary to tell me what I did, or fair for him to have to tell me anything at all?
I thought it was women who were always accused of doing this to men.
I personally think it's wrong to tell someone they are doing wrong and not tell them what they are doing so that they can correct their alleged wrong.
It's just possible that the person would try to make it right...perhaps their heart is pure in trying to do right and follow the golden rule, like I do...I try really hard to go the extra mile on this one.
It always leaves feeling a false guilt for something I don't think I've done, and it tires me out just trying to figure it out.
It wouldn't be so bad if I weren't always willing to correct anything I'm doing or have done wrong, and make up for it if I did. I'm known for that.
I don't just let it fall to the ground if someone says I hurt them. I can't do that. I check it out, and then if I did do someone harm, I do my best to fix it.
I take responsibility for the distress that I 'may have' caused another human being.
I even take responsibility if someone only 'thinks I did them wrong'.
But if I'm never given a chance to make it right, what am I supposed to do?
Does anyone have an answer?
I think it's wrong when a man jilts me without a word, or without telling me what I did wrong.
It's just not fair since he knows how I feel about it...it's been done to me before, and he knows it devastated my self esteem.
Why do I get put down for being done this way, when he also is doing me the same way?
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
I LOST MY BLOGGGGGGGG!!!!!!...i lost my blog......
|
Posted:Feb 21, 2006 8:34 am
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2006 9:57 am 2265 Views
|
I LOST MY BLOGGGGGGGG!!!!!!...i lost my blog......
SOMETHING STOLE MY BLOG, SUPA!
I WORKED ON IT FOR 2 HOURS!
...THIS MORNING!
...AFTER BEING UP ALL NIGHT!
...AND IT'S GONE!!
I WANT MY BLOG BACK!!!
...DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE THE BLOG-THIEF LIVES????
...I WANNA GET 'EM!!
WHAT DO I DO TO GET IT BACK??
...supabubba...!!
...to the rescue???
please somebody
...help me
...i don't want to lose my blog
I WORKED ALL NIGHT!
...AND SOMETHING STOLE MY BLOG!
...IT WAS A GOOD ONE, TOO!
...NOT THAT I REALLY KNOW WHAT A BLOG IS.
...BUT IT WAS STOLEN JUST THE SAME.
...WHAT AM I GONNA DO??
MY BLOG IS GONE!
...I DIDN'T HAVE A COPY
...I WAS ALMOST THROUGH PROOF-READING IT SO I COULD SUBMIT IT FOR POSTING, AND IT'S GONE!!
...JUST LIKE THAT!
...VANISHED!
...DISAPPEARED!
... INTO THIN AIR!
...LITERALLY!
IT'S MY BLOG!!!
HELP!
...PLEASE HELP!!!
SUPAAAAAAAaaa......
...I CAN'T FIND MY BLOG!!!
...do you hear me???
...supa??
...i can't find my blog.
...it's gone.
...just like that.
man!
...or should i say men!
...i lost my blog.
...what do i do???
...how do i get it back??
...can i get it back??
help!!!
...i lost my blog!...i lost my blogggg.
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
It comes from the very heart of me. 
