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RockyG666 62M
1932 posts
8/24/2015 9:36 am

Last Read:
9/1/2015 7:16 pm

fellowship2

i went to a marijuana anonymous (ma) meeting on saturday. i HAVE been going on saturdays for about a month or so and it is helping me. this week, nobody came but me and the guy in charge, but he read from the "big book" the handbook for ma.

i am well versed in the anonymous programs. i started in na, and am going to aa now. it is just a way to be with people. i was married to an alcoholic 13 years and started na with her (she was also a coke fiend). i have had a lot of problems with drugs, but mostly in my youth, but i have always smoked a lot of pot.

most people don't look at pot seriously, and neither did i, but it is a fact that it IS very addictive and DOES mess with your head a lot. i quit for 8 years before, but i started again whtne i (almost) finished seminary. i quit jan 5 this year. i wasnt sure when exactly it was, but i made a facebook page about quitting and found it.

this saturday i heard that a lot of m addicts have a problem isolating. for me, it is EVERYTHING. it is how i socialized with people. i don't know how to get close to people if we aren't sharing a joint. that has been my biggest problem. not NOT getting high.

i am SO alone. god has been helping, and i have been joining stuff and keeping busy. but i am SO alone. i remember when i quit before, and i was the same way. it stopped after a while when i found other places to belong. i am not having such a great time belonging now that i am old. it is harder. i have been going to church, and small groups, and playing chess. but i still need things to do with others.

it is not good for man to be alone.


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/24/2015 5:54 pm

Hmmm. Quite interesting...

I think I should ask you one question.
You wrote "but i still need things to do with others."

What is it that you get out of doing things with others? What's the gain for you?
I ask that question because I don't think it just to do something with other people. Like e.g going to church or participate in some non personal activity.

I think if you can sort out what "doing things with others" do to you - gives you - then you might have the key of where to go and do things with others. .

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 replies on 8/24/2015 8:07 pm:
what i don't need to do with others is: fight with people who want to fight just for the fight's sake. god bless you, i love you

Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/25/2015 4:14 pm

Okay, now you found what doesn't work for you and what doesn't make you gain.

So you can skip that.
What's back to find out is, what it is that makes you feel you gain.

And you don't have to tell me. You are the one to find out and to tell yourself.

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/25/2015 7:02 pm

god bless you


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/26/2015 2:54 am

Hi.

I can see you left yourself open for attacks.

Webling (who once reported you to your school) has free access to your Blog and the personal information you post here.

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/26/2015 10:45 am

i don't respond to personal attacks anymore. i have turned the other cheek. (no, not THAT cheek)


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/26/2015 7:32 pm

i remember when you used to be one of the nice guys around here


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/27/2015 3:04 am

    Quoting RockyG666:
    i remember when you used to be one of the nice guys around here

Written in past tense...

What has changed?

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 replies on 8/27/2015 7:44 pm:
i don't know what has changed? maybe it was losing your hair? i have lost mine but i am still nice.

Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/27/2015 3:19 am

    Quoting RockyG666:
    i don't respond to personal attacks anymore. i have turned the other cheek. (no, not THAT cheek)

Well... Just because you have chosen not to bite back doesn't mean the wolf won't attack you.

We are to be gentle as doves and clever as snakes. Not just dull and non caring.

Taking your precautions against attacks from others isn't the same as attacking. And then you don't have to respond to personal attacks.
Just because you are a Child of God doesn't mean you won't be effected by visiting the house of demons.
Remember the old woman who touched the garment of Jesus. She was set free from the demons that had been harassing her for 20 years. - and Jesus called her "a Daughter of Abraham". That means a real follower of Him...

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/27/2015 3:24 am

I am to warn you. I have done so.
And I am not the only one who cares and wants to warn you: You have left yourself open for attacks.

The final decision is yours. And so are the consequences of your further actions.

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/27/2015 7:46 pm

even fraz and freeway are being nice. you need to chill dude. you are too dorky to be attacking others


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/28/2015 2:20 am

    Quoting RockyG666:
    even fraz and freeway are being nice. you need to chill dude. you are too dorky to be attacking others

? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

Attacking. ..?

Attacking who????

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/28/2015 6:53 pm

thanx for the support. it is really harder than it gets credit for, and some of us become more dependant on it than we realize. god is helping me.


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/29/2015 6:33 pm

saphire blue? are you the same blogger that i useta call blue hair and useta keep a blog on my website until i got arrested and you spurned me? if not, sorry, my mistake. if so. hmmm hi.


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/30/2015 2:47 am

    Quoting Sojourner06:

    ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

    Attacking. ..?

    Attacking who????

    Blessings


    Mogens

You didn't answer my question, Rocky.

Who is it that you say I am attaching?
Don't be so shy. Spit it out

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/30/2015 6:53 am

sojo. you are not good at being a jerk. be who you are in god. be a friend. be forgiving, be loving. drop the attitude and love your brothers. god bless


Sojourner06 59M
1768 posts
8/31/2015 3:25 am

    Quoting RockyG666:
    sojo. you are not good at being a jerk. be who you are in god. be a friend. be forgiving, be loving. drop the attitude and love your brothers. god bless

First you say I am attaching others. Then I am "being a jerk (behaving like one)".

I ask you to tell me why you say that?.

I have never been mean to anyone who said the truth. Not even you. I might not like what I hear, but I'm not a humanistic fool who believes we are to pad the back of each other telling "you just keep on harassing others. It's okay".

So stop being so spineless and say what you want to say. You seem to have something against what I say or do. Jesus told you to make it up with me. Do so then.

Blessings



Mogens

I Can Explain It To You, But I Can’t Understand It For You

Good News For Christian Man ABP

"REVELATION"


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/31/2015 11:56 am

god bless you sojo. i am spineless? please leave your crap elsewhere


RockyG666 62M
1357 posts
8/31/2015 8:36 pm

hi bloo. I had quit smoking cigarettes and herb for 8 years. I strayed a bit for a year or three and it really cost me more than I knew. it interfered with my relationship to god, and that was more than I could take.