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RockyG666 63M
1748 posts
5/17/2015 7:30 pm

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5/19/2015 7:30 pm

i was lost but now i'm finding myself

i have been having a real hard time lately.

i mean, besides the recent episode with the ms, i was struggling with depression all winter, and the church failing has left me pretty lost, for a while i felt disconnected from god, but i have been able to find him again. i've been having a hard time finding my self confidence, and confidence in the lord. my joy factor has taken a lot of lumps too, and i don't know what to do with myself.

being able to go to church again has helped some, but i am not really able to go to MY church and MY people. the local church has the holy spirit, but they are mostly yuppies and i am not fitting in very well. i pray to god constantly, but it is not really his thing to help me figure out who i am anymore.

the church and seminary was kinda my whole game plan and i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i really need a friend.

RockyG666 63M
1357 posts
5/18/2015 7:32 am

god bless you ladies. thanks for being my friend

Chris4Christ 59M
118 posts
5/18/2015 9:57 pm

Hang in there Rocky!

These trials, although they seem insurmountable, are meant to strengthen us and draw us closer to the Lord.

I struggle daily as well, and there are times that I simply feel disconnected and out of touch with the Lord, almost as if he's abandoned me, which I know through scripture is untrue.

I truly believe that we are in the end days, which to me is more apparent every day in how the enemy is blinded unbelievers and drawing them even further from knowing the Lord.

Just remember that you are not alone in your struggles, nor are you alone in your prayers either.

Stay faithful, and the Lord shall fulfill his work in us all.

RockyG666 63M
1357 posts
5/19/2015 7:30 pm

thank you brother, i think i have brought about a lot of my own problems. god will not forsake me alltogether