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retared i always joke that i have been retarded for 8 years. or retired. i mix those up. they are very similar. i didn't plan to retire this early, it just sort of happened. i couldn't even deal with it at first, which is a big part of why i went to school. now that school is over, here am i again with WAY too much time on my hands. it is great and terrifying at the same time. one of my favoritist ways to start a day is to sleep late and do bongs while i blog or chat. this is ok if it doesn't last thru lunch, and sometimes dinner. it has been hard to not feel guilty about just vegging out sometimes. i always feel like it is ok to veg for a time, but i need to do something 'useful' every day too. the basement apartment project is nearly done, i will finish it up at night over the summer. it is cool in the basement here at night. it is a real blessing being able to decide what useful thing i am going to do next instead of someone demanding i do something THEY say. but then again, sometimes the most unfun tasks NEVER seem to get done. i guess that is ok too, i am retared. 
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i am not always stoned. i never smoke pot before i wake up in the morning. i have been strictly limiting my intake to ONE gram a day. i put it into a little pill minder and that is all i will smoke. 1 gram a day. that is barely 2 cigarettes tops reefer is not really being intoxicated on alcohol or pills anyways. i is more like just being tired and happy. like right after sex.
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