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RockyG666 63M
1750 posts
11/4/2013 7:16 am

Last Read:
12/31/2020 8:10 am

being kind to estrangers

the evil dragonlady called me up yesterday afternoon saying that she heard i had rooms for rent. nevermind how she got my number or heard that, it took and incredulous amount of cohones to even ask me to put her up.

in the marriage, we went thru hell and back, and then i STILL stayed longer than any normal human man should have. i couldn't leave the . she is a tom boy and was raised with 4 brothers and is something of a brute. things got physical weekly, especially when she was drinking, and i often got hurt just trying to restrain her and trying not to get hurt. i mean much more than a banged elbow hurt. i have scars. lots of them.

even so, i did not have the heart to tell her the answer that was on the tip of my tongue. hell no. not if pigs could fly through a frozen hell and she was the last woman on earth.

i was nice and even tried to be nice for several minutes. i said 'sorry, i just had someone move in' and asked her what was wrong. apparently her new marriage is also not working out so well. they had been seperated and she was staying with her mother for the last year or so, and her mother has recently died. so she moved back in with her new husband and that is not working out. (surprise).

even if i were jesus i don't think i could take that woman back in. my is getting married later this month, and the seating arrangements have her and i at the same table. i am even dreading that. weddings were some of our worst times. she would get drunk and abusive and be furious at me that we had eloped and she didn't get a beautiful wedding. i think i will sneak out before she gets completely hammered. i already told my this.


ladylightwalker

11/4/2013 9:18 am





"Love is Patient..."


RockyG666 63M
1357 posts
11/7/2013 7:54 am

my ex is still drinking and drugging, although i think she is off crack and heroin. my kids say she is double dosing the fetanyl patches, which is probably worse.

she 'knows' the lord in as much as she was raised roman catholic and honors god with lip service but only goes to church on christmas and easter. when we were together, i wasn't right with god yet and i thought she knew him better.