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My Testimony I was saved when I was 11 years old grew up wanting to be one of Gods chosen ones. I wanted to love God with all my heart mind and soul got in there and got real close to God felt his Holy spirit. Then 4 years ago I lost my Mama it riped me apart inside. Because she was my Mama, My best friend and like a companion too me. I pushed God out of my life became angry and bitter. Recently I have grown to except the things I can not change. And let my Mama rest in peace. So I learmed no matter how hard you try you can not change the Will of God so I got back close to God and ask him to let me be part of his Will. Now I am a very strong Spiritual Christian. He is my life my everything. And my prayer is to find someone who puts God first in there life and will love me for who I am. And wants to share a life with me. |
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10/18/2010 11:38 pm |
Hello Gapeach  My mama is 77 yrs old and I am losing her. Am I angry? YES, but not at God. I am only angry because I am a selfish human that would love to have her with me for another 20 yrs. My mama is also my best friend, companion, my rock. Is it ok to be angry? You bet, it's part of the grieving/healing process when you lose someone. I am so glad that you realized how much you needed God back in your life and how important it is to say...not my will Father but Your will be done. Just keep trusting in Him and He will give you your hearts desire, in His time! Blessings, Marianne FAITH...Even when I can't see, I still believe.
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Hello sweet girl! Welcome  My momma left us to go live with Jesus 6 years ago and I miss her as much today as I did then. And honey you didn't lose her, she's not lost, she only changed her residence. If you are a child of God, you will see her again! Stay close to Him and be blessed! Live like there's no tomorrow Laugh when you feel like crying Love like you've never been hurt
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Hi, welcome. When I lost my dad, I turned away from God for a full year, was so angry at God and did not think I needed him. When I realised I needed him back, I was still not a strong christian for a while, I just felt guilt not having him in my life, yet I had him at arms lenghth until two years ago, I totally asked him to take over my life. I am glad you decide to get him into your life again, and also glad you recognise that it is best to find a man who loves God, good call. All the best.
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10/19/2010 2:14 pm |
Thank you all for the kind words. There are some great people on here.
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