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TwoCents 79F
546 posts
5/14/2010 8:03 am
My Heart Is Bleeding


My heart is bleeding and I know the Father's is too. How can people who profess to be His and love Him hurt Him like this? And I'm not excluding myself! I allowed myself to be caught up in all this childish bickering and back biting and I pray with all my heart He forgives me. That is not what He sent me back here for. When I was considering coming back here the Lord spoke to my spirit these words, "If the light leaves or you remove the light then only darkness is left." So I came back here to maybe let my light shine and/or add my candle to the few that are still shining here. You know folks time for playing these silly little childhood games is over! I'm reminded of a scripture: In 1 Corinthians 13 verse 11, Apostle Paul said, "When I was a , I spoke as a , I understood as a , I thought as a ; but when I became a man, I put away childish things.” It is time to grow up! I believe with all my heart the Lord will be coming for His Bride any day. I want Him to find me in the fields working and not laying in the shade unconcerned about the harvest out there ready to be harvested. "The harvest is ripe, but the laborers are few, PRAY ye therefore the Lord of the Harvest, that He would send forth laborers into His harvest." (Matthew 9 verse 37) I know I'm going to Heaven and I want to take as many as I can with me. How 'bout you?

Luke 12:35-40 (New International Version)

35"Be dressed ready for service and keep your lamps burning, 36like men waiting for their master to return from a wedding banquet, so that when He comes and knocks they can immediately open the door for Him. 37It will be good for those servants whose Master finds them watching when He comes. I tell you the truth, He will dress Himself to serve, will have them recline at the table and will come and wait on them. 38It will be good for those servants whose master finds them ready, even if He comes in the second or third watch of the night. 39But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what hour the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into. 40You also must be ready, because the of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him."



Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt


HeavenlySights 73F

5/14/2010 1:43 pm

Good Word Liz, I hope you stick around, because it's an absolute delight to have you here. You inspire me! God bless you.


passion4him2010 69F

5/14/2010 6:56 pm

2cents--my calling in him is bering fullfilled--I havent left my first love nor have I left my calling in him--to be on Big Church!! I simply feel Andrew is dangerous and needs to be exposed---I sure wouldnt wantmy daughter anywhere near him!! Look at all the Amber alerts out there--young girls--just like the ones he went to prison for abusing---where maybe no one raised a voice to say--yes I saw this man and he seemed very dangerous etc--but I m a christian and called to just love him??? Sorry--go to the family of a murdered 13 yr old or a 13 yr old who was by somone--like Andrew-and no one said anything--and tell them your praying for them??? I will NOT repent ever for exposing this man--never--as long as there are young girls out there being abused---I will raise my voice!!! DeeDee


TwoCents 79F
2510 posts
5/14/2010 7:37 pm

    Quoting passion4him2010:
    2cents--my calling in him is bering fullfilled--I havent left my first love nor have I left my calling in him--to be on Big Church!! I simply feel Andrew is dangerous and needs to be exposed---I sure wouldnt wantmy daughter anywhere near him!! Look at all the Amber alerts out there--young girls--just like the ones he went to prison for abusing---where maybe no one raised a voice to say--yes I saw this man and he seemed very dangerous etc--but I m a christian and called to just love him??? Sorry--go to the family of a murdered 13 yr old or a 13 yr old who was by somone--like Andrew-and no one said anything--and tell them your praying for them??? I will NOT repent ever for exposing this man--never--as long as there are young girls out there being abused---I will raise my voice!!! DeeDee
My friend
Excuse me honey but how have you exposed him? Do you even know who he is? Do you even know his real name? If you really feel he is dangerous then why not report him to the authorities? If I felt someone was a danger and I knew who they were that would be my first move. So answer me this one question....DO YOU KNOW HIM? Do you know him to be a dangerous man? Then do something about it because what you're doing is not working.



Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt


TwoCents 79F
2510 posts
5/14/2010 7:40 pm

And that's all I'm saying on the subject. I have now washed my hands of the whole matter and have turned it over to God, the One who KNOWS ALL THINGS!


Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt


TwoCents 79F
2510 posts
5/14/2010 7:45 pm

    Quoting HeavenlySights:
    Good Word Liz, I hope you stick around, because it's an absolute delight to have you here. You inspire me! God bless you.
Oh honey that is so sweet, thank you. I don't think I'm going anywhere for a while. The Lord sent me here and I'll stay as long as He wants me here.


Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt


TwoCents 79F
2510 posts
5/14/2010 7:54 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you for commenting sweetie .
I don't believe BigChurch is a black hole. Maybe it is a dark hole that we have been sent here to shine our lights into. I really believe there are people here who are hungry for the things of God. Maybe that's what He meant when He said if the light leaves or the light is taken away there is only darkness left. Maybe you, I and others are sent here to let our lights shine into the darkness to lead those that are in the dark out into His marvelous light.



Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt


passion4him2010 69F

5/14/2010 9:41 pm

2 cents--Iwont argue with you about your thoughts about Andrew---we will never agree about him---you choose to beleive him--which is your choice--I choose not to!!! Discernment is the key!!!! DeeDee


ladylightwalker

5/14/2010 9:55 pm

Nah, it doesn't work. If he is trying to "get" someone, how can you warn everyone? I mean, so now, that's what this place is about? Warning everyone about this one person? Do you realise, this is exactly what he wants probably? He could privately email ppl. I don't want to constantly see most of the bloggers being trapped in this deal. Look how long it's been going on. It's like beating a dead horse. And he just comes back after all your hard work.

What we need to do, is go on with our blogging, and sharing our lives together. Just keep posting good posts, and ignore him. If he wants to teach, great! There is nothing that says anyone HAS to read, interact, or be bothered by it. Elizabeth is right, and we can stop feeding the fire. I already did. And I come back, and it's still going lol. Don't be drawn in.

Also I have seen one person here say they repented for saying things about him, because he could be innocent, and he did his time if he was guilty. And if he's a christian is forgiven.. And then they turn and start attacking again. This is rediculous. I don't like wishy washyness. Stay wishy or washy lol. I don't trust MOST men, but I'm still gonna blog. And I'm going to try to enjoy the time here. I hope others will too. I'm not angry, but not going to even answer anyone about this comment. Again, Elizabeth and Donny are right...don't be dreawn in anymore ppl. Just let it go...Everyone have a good night... And yes prayer would be nice Donny. I'm going to do that right now. Blessings



"Love is Patient..."


ladylightwalker

5/14/2010 10:00 pm

Besides, if ya haven't noticed, he needs no help running ppl off from himself. Just thought I'd bring that to everyone's attention. I'm the only one who commented on one of his posts today. Ppl should listen to Elizabeth. She was here for a long time, and she's a pretty smart cookie



"Love is Patient..."


TwoCents 79F
2510 posts
5/15/2010 7:26 am

    Quoting  :

Yes ma'am I think you're right. God gave us a mind and a will so I'm leaving everyone to use them as they choose.

Thank you all for your comments but for me this subject is closed as well as this blog.



Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt


ladylightwalker

5/15/2010 3:46 pm

Amen



"Love is Patient..."


TwoCents 79F
2510 posts
5/15/2010 5:24 pm

Thank you Robyn, you are just too sweet.

Hello Thomas Good to 'see' you again. Thank you for your kind words.



Live like there's no tomorrow
Laugh when you feel like crying
Love like you've never been hurt