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looking4_mywings 63F
156 posts
5/21/2008 3:14 am

Last Read:
5/25/2008 8:15 am

In So Much Pain.....


Almost 5 years ago, a guy came into my life. He became a great friend and by friend I mean friend no more. We have kelp in touch over the years...he would call out of the blue...like this week.

We where both in great pain back then, he still is. Me because I was going through a divorce from a man I had been married to for 12 years. Him because when he came back home from Iraq after being there a year. His wife said she didn't love him anymore and wanted a divorce.

He was or is a preacher. He called me the other day to tell me that they where divorce. 24 years of marriage. They had been fighting over who gets what, all this time..

At 3am this morning I'm awake with Him on my heart....My friend, Is feeling so lost right now...hurt, not understanding, I'm sure angry. Living in self..at this point. The difference in him is unreal. I don't know this new man...but my heart bleeds for him. The man I knew was so close to God...not understanding why this was all happening to him...But seeking God, just the same...But along the way something has happen...He want talk to me about God anymore.

This man talked me through so much pain...the whys, what ifs, and so much more. I can understand why we rush into a relationship with someone new. We want the pain to go away so bad that we try and replace it...with with worldly things...But in the end only God can heal the pains of the world..of flesh.

I couldn't see that when I was hurting back then and he can't see it now...But I will not stop praying for this man after Gods own heart
...that much I know to be true and I will make sure he knows I'm praying...Will you pray for him too.


God is God, Good And Great.

I have no problem with you, believing what you believe...Just don't have one with me if I don't see it your way....


Speaking Volumes
Blessings in The Now
TWENTYONE THINGS


Hisglory77
(Byron )
66M

5/23/2008 11:14 pm

Angel;

I have a book for you to recommend to your friend.

Entitled 'DOWN RANGE to Iraq and Back', by Bridget C. Cantrell Ph.D & Chuck Dean.

This book will help him immensely.

Byron

Isaiah 66:2b; But to this one I will look, To him who is humble and contrite of spirit, and who trembles at My word.


Cassiusclay 65M

5/21/2008 11:41 am

Thank you for sharing Angel, it is a heart touching story, yes he needs our prayers, GBY

Gods way is my way,...Clay


looking4_mywings replies on 5/22/2008 5:59 pm:
Thanks Clay, GBU!!!