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(ronda l)
335 posts
9/22/2005 10:32 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:29 pm


Second post of the night . I am sitting here listening to music and boy it makes you do some thinking sometimes. So many regrets I have about things I have done in the past . I know God has forgiven me , but still I cant help but wonder how could I have been so dumb. People I have hurt in the past even in the last few days I think I have hurt someone. Not intentionally but still hurt is hurt no matter the circumstances. You would think that after 40 yrs of living I would know when to stop and think before speaking.But not always do I do that. My tv isnt working so I have lots of time to reflect on things. I htink times of reflection can do a soul good. While I am on here I just want ot say thanks to you all who leave such nice comments on my post. You even leave nice things when i rattle senselessly like now for instance. I think it time for me to make some changes in my life . time for me work harder to reach my lost friends and time for me to help others more. Amazing how one little thing someone may say to you can jar feelings in you that you had no idea were there. I just want to do what is right , I know I wont always be able to because God knows i mess up alot. But all I can do is ask forgiveness and move on .

(Anita P.)
3345 posts
9/24/2005 9:19 am

Ronda, sounds like you have the right spirit..., but don't be so hard on yourself. God doesn't compare us to anyone else.
Oh, yes, and thanks for the prayers you lifted up for me, everythings okay.


(William Watson)
18097 posts
9/25/2005 5:16 am

If Jesus can wash away your sins and forget them and separate them as far as the east is from the west why can't you, good luck to you, cheers Bill

May the Lord bless you and keep you

hopesallthings 68F

9/29/2005 1:00 am

Hi Rhonda,

Something that helps me is to start out everyday by praying that God will give me the words that he wants me to say and that I walk in his perfect will. If you think you have hurt someone, pray about it, maybe the Lord wants you to apologize. IF someone hurt you, forgive them. Bill's right by the way.