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Thank God Hi All .. Today I talked with an associate of mine and she told me of her grandson Johnathan. See Johnathan is six years old and has luekemia she said a few days ago this precious slipped into a coma, his kidneys have failed and his liver id failing. They have sent him home withhospice to die peacefully at home surrounded by his family . My heart is heavy for this family that is about to lose their precious little boy . i think about how blessed I am to have two beautiful healthy . God has truly blessed me. When my Hailee was born they fle her immediately to another hospital due to a partially blocked aorta and a heart murmur. We imeediately got on the phone and called our pastor to pray . He did and when she had an episode two months later we took her back to the hospital they said her aorta is completely open and her heart murmur can barely be heard. She is to this day a healthy little girl. You know sometimes I get angry at my and find myself wishing someone would just take them for a day , just to give me a break . But today after hearing of this little boy , I dont ever want my to leave me . What if when I kiss them goodbye in the morning it's the last time I see them ? I had a vivid dream the other day that someone took my from school and I was terrrified. I dont take much sock in dreams really but was God trying to tell me to cherish each moment with them both because they could be gone in a second? Lord I pray help me to be a good mom and love my always. I do love them both dearly but sometimes it is hard being a single mom especially with my who is now a . But you know they are a blessing God saw fit to bestow upon me and I need to cherish them and protect them as if it were their last day here on earth. I guess today I realized really how precious their lives are . my walks home from school across a busy main highway he could easily be hit and taken from me in a minute . Oh God please protect them and keep them safe and help me always tell them I love them . Sometimes in my busy day I dont tell them how much they mean to me. I dont think it makes me a bad mom just a human being. But i am gonna make a point to tell them both every morning and every night that i love them and am so glad they are mine to care for. I ask that you all pray for this little boy Johnathan and his family . I know God is able to do a miracle in his life and heal his body . I have seen the power of God too many times to not know he is capable.And if you have cherish them each day for tommorrow God could call them home to be with him. Our are only on loan to us , they really belong to God. Hug your today and everyday . Even that big who thinks he is to old for mom to hug . He may not tell you but he needs a hug too and he needs to know you love him > I am going home today and tell my how much he means to me . Till next time.. God Bless........... |
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You have such a beautiful heart. Thanks for your constant reminders of how precious each moment is. Always Love, Anita
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Meow is right. Amen and Amen
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Take it from someone who has lost a child, there is no easy way, and I have prayed many a night asking God why he didn't take me and let my daughter live and until I get to heaven I don't think I will ever find an answer. I work with special needs children and while the other children make fun of them I marvel at their happy go lucky attitude and not having a care in the world and enjoying life, why can't we all be like that, thanks for sharing, cheers Bill May the Lord bless you and keep you
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