I guess I should start with I am 46-ish yrs old, a new christian and ready to start my life again. I was divorced approx 8 years ago and have not been really too interested in dating again until now. I am interested in a relationship... not casual dating. I have become independent in the last few years because of my solitary life style but quite honestly I am tired of being strong. I want to be held and cuddled again. I want to look into a mans eyes and know that its ok to be weak once in a while. Actually... I think I want to be taken care of. Not financially, not physically but emotionally and spiritually. I want someone who WANTS to hold my hand in public or put his arm around me and whisper beautiful things. I don't mind sitting at home watching TV but I want to be able to sit together and cuddle and laugh at a funny movie or be held when the sad part comes on. I want to get up off the front porch swing and turn around to see him watching me and waiting for me to come back. I want these things because its the things I want to do too. I want to let a man know how much I appreciate him. I want him to know that I am anxiously awaiting his company and that I look forward to seeing him again. To sum it up in one sentence... I want to be loved, needed, desired and appreciated.
Ok... I'm finished with the things that I am looking for and on to the things that I am.
I am an avid animal rights advocate, animal lover and rescuer. Love to ride my motorcycle when I get a chance but am tired of riding alone... its just not as much fun. I go to bellydancing twice a week for fun. My job keeps me busy 7 days a week with 2 days off each month so my days off are precious. This also means I miss most Sundays at church but I go when I am able and talk to God thru prayer to keep me going.
I am a smoker and drink socially. I have an adult son married and one beeeeeeautiful grandbaby with another here soon.
I know the first meetings are difficult. My experience is limited but disappointing. I don't do well meeting someone for the first time. I feel like I'm on a job interview ha ha. So messaging and texting is a good start so I can get over my shyness. I'm great at texting but I freeze when face to face. Also, talking over coffee is not good for a first meeting for me. I get so nervous and need something to do with my hands... like putt-putt or going fishing or going to the zoo. But once I'm past that hurdle... a nice cook out or picnic. But please keep in mind I am looking to find someone. Not date around and "see what happens". So please don't contact me if you have a harem.
Favorite television shows:
Lost, Mental, Tudors, Weeds, Diary of a Call Girl, House,
Lie to me, Saving Grace, Nurse Jackie
Favorite films:
Robinhood, 13th Warrior, Braveheart, War of the Worlds,
To Kill a Mockingbird, the list goes on...
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