A typical day for me consists of work and school. During the summer I have a lot of free time, so I soak it up with getting together with my friends! I've been a Christian for the past 2 1/2 years. I was baptized in the church I'm currently attending. I'm in love with God, but still working on my relationship with him to be stronger. I've been through a lot of things the past 2 1/2 years (and I'm only 21!) But through the darker times, I've seen the light, and God has not let me perish.
My friends say I'm funny, smart, witty, a great person, beautiful, and they always tell me what a blessing I've been in their life. I've had problems with downing myself a lot, so I'm trying not to do that and accept the compliments I'm given.
I have my goals, but whatever God wants for me is what I want.
I have prayed and prayed, and I know he wants me to be a mother. I want to have ! I want to be a wife to someone. I want to take care of that person for the rest of my life. I want to have with that person, and grow old with that person. Whoever this person is, God will put in my life. :-)
My Ideal Person
In the past I've made the wrong choices for what kind of guy I would like. I've been attracted to the "bad" boys for some reason, but they've just hurt me. When it comes to nice genuine guys, I guess I've gotten scared that someone would be willing to accept me for me, and treat me good.
I think what I'd be looking for is a true man of God. Someone who has enough emotion to break down and cry while he's praying. A man who cries because he knows Jesus, and knows what he did to save us. A man who is not afraid to be himself, and is not afraid to put me in my place when it needs to happen. A man who knows himself well enough but isn't prideful about his life, past or anything he has. Someone who knows that earth is just a passing stage...that we aren't home yet. And then all the other qualities, like honesty, good sense of humor, wants to have kids, well rounded personality, and sweet and nice and kind. Someone who will love me for me...and I will do the same. I know physical attraction is a big part in finding the "one" but the only thing that can melt my heart are eyes and a great smile! You could have purple hair for all I care! I'm not sure what else to write...I hope it's not asking a lot. I'm sure there are guys out there that are asking the same things in a girl. I'm not perfect. No one but Jesus is. I've made mistakes...and I'm forgiven. Just remember...no matter what you're past includes, you are forgiven!
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