My Ideal Person
I am looking for a man who is honest and willing to communicate whatever the situation who is a Christian that is developing a relationship with God or has been a Christian man for a long time.

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Please describe your faith. How important is your faith to you?
My faith was not recognized when I was a child and I felt that my families approval was more important to me however I now know as an adult my family has issues that are in need of God's help and I made the wrong decision as a child to leave my faith and belief in God. When I found out I was pregnant with my daughter I knew then that I was not about to bring a child into this world as messed up as it is without her seeing there is a greater presents outside of the human race that there is greatness in God. He just spoke to my heart and even though there are times I ask "why" and feel he is against me I really know it is the devil working against me. God is #1 in my life. It's hard to determine that when you have a child and to say it sounds wrong to unbelievers but I know my daughter knows my love for her is unconditional and will last beyond human life and so does God and he has given me the option to say that. That's why I have surrendered my life to him.

Which Scripture verses are most important to you?
I really suck at scripture so right now I am trying to just stick to the 10 commandments and go from there.

Why is a Christian relationship so important to you?
I haven't actually dated many people because I have stuck in long drawn out relationships but none of them have been Christian men and more on the other spectrum of a Christian. I have been controlled and abused and left alone too many times and I believe at this point if you are a true Christian you will not treat anybody especially the woman in your life badly because you would know God does not approve of this way. We all say and do things out of anger and hurt and just plain stupidity which are just about all very easily forgiven but to complete intentionally hurt a person is just played out in my life. NO MORE BAD, ONLY A GOOD MAN!

Where did you grow up? Where have you traveled? What are some of your favorite places to visit?
I grew up in Sin City, Las Vegas. I rarely travel anywhere but have been to the Grand Canyon, California Beaches all over, and Mexico. I would really like to go to an exotic paradise.

What are your favorite activities both at Church and outside?
I love to serve. I believe God put it in my nature and I want to do that all the time. My small group from church is currently working with Shade Tree womens shelter to donate time and resources to help these battered woman and children and that along gives alot of joy. Outside of church I love going to the movies and the park, etc with my four year old angelic little girl.

What is your day like? Describe your daily routine.
My daily routin is getting my daugher and myself off to work and school, working 8 hours, picking her up and going to the gym for an hour or so, getting home to study with her and cook dinner, then she watches TV and plays with her toys for a short time while I clean up, I get her in the bath and ready for bed then I/we read books until she/we fall asleep. Weekends are complete play time. We go and go and go until we fall out!

What are some of your personal and spiritual goals?
I plan simply to find and become the person God put me here to be. I haven't figured it out; I don't think so my goal is to be what God wants me to do. I know he has put in my heart to have a family and be a loving wife to a great man but right now I think he is not sure I am ready for that yet. I feel he keep placing people in my life that need me for various reasons and has not chosen to send the right man to complete my life.