Again I had one of the mornings I live for as I was working. The mist and fog was so thick you could cut it, to the point many would almost call it rain. One of those days when you are so thankful you are alive and work outside...cool, damp, but so so invigorating, so intense, so inviting for thought, so so so making you feel alive.
The rain, the mist, the fog or the simple life perhaps defines me best as I have given up the fast lane and left the stress of the city behind. Just to be awaken at 3 am with adoration and lovely kisses by a woman you are giving your life to is all a man could ever live for.
The intimate times, the walks just getting wet while meandering with loving kisses and staggering steps eventually getting to the showers after listening to the lapping ocean waves, talking of the times that were, have been and will be. Just a couple so in love and in tune with the planet that even the birds dare not chirp for fear of breaking the radiance of glowing oneness.
Come take me by the hand if you ever dare be that complexly simple girl that is ready to allow your broken heart to grown in complete oneness with this heart full of love in the frame of a rugged complexly simple man.
I am sure I am a tied at the hip type person, I am sure to most I would smother, not that I intend to, but I am sure it happens. I suspect in my insecurities I want to be smothered by them and I doubt I will change much.. shoot I might want to be insecure enough to be smothered.. In fact I know I do. LOL.
NO, not mothered..well maybe a bit LOL.. but two becoming one which I am sure for many women that means I give them a feeling of loosing them, but we don't have to, instead we should gain as a couple.. I am sure I want to in depth discuss instead of just talk.
I want someone who will share with my hurts, my successes, my overall life journeys and I wish to share in hers. I want to hold and comfort her and have her do the same for me. I am not sure the whole world needs to know, but I want to share where I let the past hold me back and I want to be able to tell her my story as I listen to hers even if we share tears and joy through it all.
Can we tell our stories to each other as we get to know each other? Can we say we are not for each other if we see we are not a match? Can we chance looking in each others eyes to see if we are for each other?
Moving from the city, and a divorce has left me with little other than my house, cars and a simple active job plus the beautiful area I live in. I do have the longing for a life partner.. Not a mom for kids, not a babysitter.. Well maybe I need babied, *smile* but one who loves and can accept being loved. I am single Dad of my teenage son in his last year of high school. He lives with me.
My Ideal Person:
A woman who desires a safe and loving relationship, who can be gentle and understanding, growing into the friendship and caring for the rest of our lives.
Oh yea I can understand if your heart has been broken in a million pieces, and can relate to your repeating or working through the past many years of attachment and discussing or maybe even comparing, so just talk, talk and talk.
He has a name, he was part of your life, and that is ok.. Just feel free to talk.... I enjoy your talking and us making our own things to talk of but please don't be cruel or mean, just be real, and talk.
...simple things, like a walk at the beach or the trees. Things like shopping for nothing, but just taking a ride to see other towns or areas on short trips. Maybe roughing it in a yurt or cabin ... Probably no tents please.
I am looking for a simple woman.. Not hateful, mean, cross, bitter, just us, with loving understanding and hopefully for the rest of our lives. I want a woman with tender understanding that wants to enjoy a simple life perhaps with intensity but little or no drama.
Even if you are homeless that would be fine, I prefer you have a decent computer and hopefully a high speed Internet access.. Ok maybe use the library, but just be willing for us to work when need be so we can have love and a life for US.
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