My Ideal Person:
That's a tough one since I'm no one's "ideal" person either. I could envision what I might prefer and what I might like but that would only be me imagining and wishing. I know I don't want a woman who is into being a lot of different things to a lot of different people- too hard to keep up with.
I'm too easy going and too simple for most women I've met. I get told I need to be more complicated and stop trying to be better than others. But I always thought that was what we are supposed to do- not "be beter than" but do our best- -which I hate to say- is better than most others. I get told I'm "just too good" a lot. I'm supposed to take advantage of people- make waves just so I'm like them, even work at being vengeful and "someone to forgive" for what ever I might do that they think I should do to need forgivenes for.
Women don't like me much I suppose. I try not to do them wrong- and that seems to make them think I'm crazy or something... just to be decent and live like they actually do matter.
So who is my ideal person? Someone who doesn't want me to harm them on purpose... just to show I'm able to, when I don't do it up front. Someone who doesn't think they can lure me into stuff I don't even think about doing otherwise.
So I guess I'm weird or something... to not want a "normal" woman. She will end up despizing me for being willing to love- -not challenge.
So whom do I seek? I have no idea whatsoever. How about you? what kind of woman are you really? Do you need someone who is "Godly" and not even aware of that trap? or someone who is less than "Godly" and refuses to be trapped again. Only you and the Father can have that kind of pow wow- Only He can reveal what you need and what is your best. Thanks for stopping.