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The Midnight Ocean
  
Reflections, Poetry, and Prose from the depths of the Midnight Ocean.
Out of the depths I cry to you, O LORD;
O Lord, hear my voice. Let your ears be attentive to my cry for mercy. Psalm 130
Behold, the days come, saith the LORD, that I will make a new covenant. After those days, saith the LORD,
I will put my law in their inwards parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God,
and they shall be my people. Jeremiah 31:31-33
Wherefore the law is holy, and the Commandment Holy, and just, and good. Rom7:12
Sifatai tiftach- u'fi yagid- tehilatecha!
- If I open my lips- let my mouth- declare Your praise!
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MY HONEYMOON Nov 8, 2008 3:05 am
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I was straddling that strange line in the realm of consciousness, between wake and dream. To my dream mind, it appeared as a buoy brushing gently against my sailboat, as I slept aboard. Each gentle lapping wave, offering a new bass note of rhythm.
Awake; I realized it was the yellow vertical blind half drawn, and overlapping a few inches in front of the uncovered screen door. It shuddered back and forth spastically, as the warm morning wind welcomed US with enthusiasm.
The curious awakening sun- that old faithful friend- seemed to shine doubly bright, if not strangely orange, as its rays reflected elegantly off the rippling Caribbean Sea and into our 14th floor sea-side hotel room early that morning in Cozumel Mexico.
As every morning I've been awakened with a start, my mind runs through possible earthy scenario's at light speed. Before I can even shuck off the fine sheets from my bed, and slide-shut the glass door to OUR balcony, I recall my actual life... all in a flood of vision.
Honeymoon.
Triumph of beauty and progress. Love. Soliloquy. The greatest gift of G-d, other than salvation thus far in OUR lives.
I breath in deeply the freshly illuminated -sweet scented orange air of paradise- and hold it momentarily. Savoring my amazement at Our G-d. As MY new bride yet sleeps.
I knew, like I'd never imagined before, that from this day forward, on this surreal morning of light- Orange light- rising waves, and sweet winds, that my life would never be the same again. Until death, try, do us part.(!)
I knew in that moment that I'd, by the grace of G-d, conquered every lonely night I'd ever had in the past. And WE'D together conquered it well. G-d's way. Every sunrise missed, and slept through, was now truly passed on. I knew I'd been forgiven by Our Christ, My G-d, for every misgiving and lazy deed. For the first time in my Life I felt almost worthy of Him. And it was only because, He'd shown fit to bless me so richly, with THIS woman.
I knew I'd never again arise alone... and speechless. I'd never again have a nice place to live, and yet be without a home.
No more stupid poems of some unnamed princess.
And she, just there, wasn't my muse; SHE was my wife.
There wasn't anymore... ME. Only US.
Yes, in one fell swoop of G-d's breeze that morning, I knew.
No more...two chord bond, and singing that starry lonesome lullaby, by night.
No more wondering if HE'D, have me to be a father.
No more having to wonder if my nameless princess was safe at night.
There were Three, now.
And soon... perhaps a little one to come.

Yeah, I remember...I awoke to a new reality. One where G-d's gifts collided with my dreams. He made ME a Godly husband. And He made ME a Godly wife. One whose prayers and dreams, reached up and lassoed...ME from the sky. Yeah, she saw me riding high, way up there one night, while I was shooting past... on FIRE. And she stole my heart.
Then SHE stole the rest of my life.
The rest is just details...still future. As it all is, still unfulfilled. I just haven't dreamed that far yet. But no doubt it's equally as beautiful. So long as My G-d wills it, and writes it.
And if it doesn't come true. I suppose that's just as well too. I mean, He's already lassoed me from the pit. And frankly I know I'll always be...IN LOVE. With Him...
Blessid G-d, My Christ, let me continue to dream as always, for at least one more night MY Beloved, of my nameless princess.
GB!
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