http://bigchurch.com/blog/chardshan/index.html?site=bc&pid=f3104 I sure hope God's not finished with me yet! http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159194.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= This past week really has changed some things for me. It's kind of funny how so many little things can make a difference...not always in good ways, but in all kinds of ways. I just hope I can remember Sat, 21 Nov 2009 07:38:17 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159194.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159137.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I think that I need to concentrate on what I'm doing more when I'm on that treadmill. I finally asked someone yesterday what that belt was for with the clip on it, so I put it on. It turns out that th Thu, 19 Nov 2009 11:44:07 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159137.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159080.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I found out today who was shot to death at the end of our block on Sunday night. I didn't hear the fight or the gunfire because I was at Walmart with the boys. They were dividing their money to buy an Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:01:06 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159080.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159034.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= Mom called me this morning. She usually calls to ask if the boys talked me into letting them stay home from school. I did send one of them, but Zach's school sent home a letter saying that if our kids Mon, 16 Nov 2009 12:43:04 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_159034.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158999.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I have so much to say, I just don't know where to begin. I mean, even in one day, a lot of stuff can happen. [/COLOR! I can make this blog pink! Ooo....bold pink! I've been blogging all these years an Sun, 15 Nov 2009 07:36:21 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158999.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158968.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= Yesterday, I got a call from Melanie's dad. I took care of Melanie for the first three years of her life before my daycare was closed down. If you've been reading my blogs, you know all about Melanie, Sat, 14 Nov 2009 07:54:44 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158968.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158866.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= Yesterday, I went to the dentist and got a cavity filled. There goes another $120 to my credit card. I'm not really upset about that, though, because I thought I was going to have to get a cap and tha Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:59:58 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158866.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158777.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I couldn't believe how hot it was, today! I'm wondering if that wasn't some kind of record high temperature for November, here. With it being so warm, I wanted to do something outside with the boys th Sat, 07 Nov 2009 20:06:13 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158777.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158737.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I've been working on reorganizing since the boys are over the flu and back in school. After getting Chris tested for mono on Tuesday, since he was sleeping so much I looked it up online. He seemed to Fri, 06 Nov 2009 12:51:50 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158737.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158638.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I really did try to get my kids to go to school this morning. Really! Chris insisted that his throat hurt and that he was really nauseous all night. Zach had been sneezing and coughing a lot yesterday Mon, 02 Nov 2009 20:47:28 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158638.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158616.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= A woman sits in front of her dirty desktop screen, considering the events of the day. This is crazy....let me go get something to wash off the screen.That's better. Now, on with the blog!I took Zach t Sun, 01 Nov 2009 19:02:02 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158616.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158583.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I just got a call from my daughter. She went to the doctor last night and found out she has the swine flu. Please pray for her. Thanks to face book, I found out that KSDAD's son has it, too. I'm more Sat, 31 Oct 2009 15:56:46 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158583.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158567.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= The boys and I were getting bored yesterday so we went to the Salvation Army to see if we could find something used and cheap for Chris to wear for Halloween. My boys will probably go over to the chur Sat, 31 Oct 2009 08:58:20 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158567.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158527.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= Here I am, again, wondering what I should really be doing, instead of sitting here writing about life, trying to make sense of everything.I really liked what Firecracker said about nutshells...holding Fri, 30 Oct 2009 09:28:05 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158527.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158476.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I always wondered why someone came up with the expression, "in a nutshell." I mean, the only thing in a nutshell is a nut. And to refer to something as being, "in a nutshell", would be saying that, we Thu, 29 Oct 2009 08:40:18 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158476.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158303.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= Sorry I can't be Pollyanna all the time, but life really is getting me down. I know it won't last forever. I mean, it will get worse, or it might even get better. That would be nice if it got better, Sat, 24 Oct 2009 07:53:07 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158303.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158292.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= Now, with all the problems we're having, another one is added to the piie. I got another letter in the mail saying I was denied health coverage so I called them again to try to figure out why. They sa Fri, 23 Oct 2009 21:37:21 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158292.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158258.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= I haven't felt very good all week. I didn't go anywhere but the store to get supplies. I haven't even written much because not a whole lot happened. This week is almost over, too.My sons haven't been Thu, 22 Oct 2009 19:06:58 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158258.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158140.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= It turned out that after I struggled bigtime to get Christopher out of bed to go to church with us....Do you know how hard it is to drag a 222lb boy out of bed when you only weigh half that?....that w Mon, 19 Oct 2009 11:33:52 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158140.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158103.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m= But I don't want to cry. I just want to be fully awake and the coffee isn't working. At least, I'm not sick like I was last year. I was so sick, I just stayed home all day. That's not a real fun way t Sun, 18 Oct 2009 07:53:18 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/1548/post_158103.html?site=bc&pid=f3104&m=