9855 Days
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Posted:May 9, 2007 6:32 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2007 9:42 am 2135 Views
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it has been 9855 days or exactly 27 years since I asked Jesus to be my Savior & Lord.
I was 17 years old back then. since that day
I have endured Hardships,Setbacks, Delays & tribulations Had every hope & dream destroyed- I'm still here. Today I am taking stock-Many men if they had gone through what I have- would have either turned to alcohol, drugs,sex, I don't like alcohol, I don't even like taking a allergy pill
or asprin,I've only had sex with woman 53 times,
32 of which while I was Married.God Himself could have
judged me 9,855 times- Yet I'm still here.
Am I more perfect than I was back then- No,More rightous, No - I smoke, I cuss, I loose my temper, I look at a Gorgous woman & lust in my heart, I lie,cheat ,steal,commit murder in my heart-my faith even after years of study,prayer,
waitng is heavily dammaged-All I can say is God-Be mercifull to me- a sinnfull man.
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LORD,--- WHY???????????
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Posted:May 2, 2007 3:28 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2007 8:02 am 2186 Views
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Lord, You spoke the word & in 6 days created the heavens, earth & all thats in it.
You simply spoke to a fig tree- it died the next day.
You spoke to your friend Lazerus who had been dead 4 days & he immediatly came forth out of the tomb.
You told me- "Ask, & it Shall be given you"
Lord -I'm asking- Why will you not speak to me,
I want to hear you, not with just my spiritual ears but my physical ears as well?
You said- "It is not good for Man to be alone"
Why must I walk this earth for the last 27 years
of my 44 without the company,love,comanionship of just 1 good woman-just 1 Lord?,I don't want several wives like David- a man after your own heart- I don't want 300 wives & 1000 concubines like Soloman- Supposededly the Wisest man that ever lived. All I have ever asked is to walk with you,talk with you,to have just 1 wife,
to have all sin -,iniquity,unrightousness,unbelief in me
removed,destroyed,exterminated here, now, once for all eternity.
You said " I AM the God of ALL flesh is ANYTHING too hard for me?"So I ask You Lord-WHY??????
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Happy Resurection Day
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Posted:Apr 8, 2007 7:38 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 5:50 am 2066 Views
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Today we celebrate Jesus rising from the dead.
& I see little in our society that points to that fact. Its all about Rabbits,eggs,Ham dinners
& pursuit of the all mighty dollar.
We are a wicked & sinnfull people who cannot save ourselves-Our best acts of rightousness are a filthy rag in Gods sight- We all deserve Gods sentance of Death for we all have sinned & fallen short of Gods standard.Jesus took on himself the penalty for our sins & paid in full our debt with his own blood,The Father poured out his wrath on Jesus in our place.
Yet Gods wrath & fury will one day be poured out on this earth because of the sins & iniquitys of mankind because they will not repent.Judgement will begin in the house of the Lord- I see the
indifferance,lies,adultry,greed,prideof todays pharisees-Who pray" God I thank You for blessing me, I don't smoke,drinkalcohol,gamble,or chase women or men" How many of us can honestly look at our own lives & say- God, be Mercifull to us a wicked & sinnfull people."
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RailBaron2 CleanShaven?? New Profile Pics
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Posted:Mar 11, 2007 2:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2007 6:47 pm 2320 Views
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No - Hell Has not frozen over,& The Dummy with horns has not been saved into the Kingdom of God,
But Yes I have Shaved my face See pic at Left. Ok Ladies time to vote- Which do you like better .
Clean Shaven or the Mustache & sideburns?
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Ladies- What Do You Want?
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Posted:Mar 4, 2007 9:38 am
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2007 7:17 am 2432 Views
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Due to some fairly recent events in my life & looking back & reviewing past relationships I ask you the Question- What Do You Want?
You want a commitment? I have made commitments -
In 1983 I was engaged to a woman I had dated for 5 years- She ran off with another man.This was a CHRISTIAN Woman who went to church every Sunday.
The next one wanted Me & to continue to play the field. The next one wanted me to move in with her-then just wanted to be friends. The next one I did marry on Aug 7 ,1993 & 16 months later She wanted a seperation-Would not go to counciling, Refused to be reconciled & refused to Communicate. I waited 18 months for that woman, Filed for divorce because she told me " I don't love you, I don't hate you- your just here"" You should get a Mistress to meet your sexual needs"- This From a CHRISTIAN woman who is in Church 2ce a week- taught Sunday School. Then a few years later can't figure out why I Divorced Her.
I have spent the last 8 years living like a Monk
In my life-44 years-over 16,100 days on this earth I have had \bsexo?\b 53 times-32 of which sanctioned in Marrage. I have Spent over 2800 days Giving my time-,Taking women to Dinners,buying flowers, jewlry,cards,clothes So I ask- What Do You Women Want?
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New Profile Pic
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Posted:Mar 1, 2007 9:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2007 8:28 pm 2309 Views
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Decided to update my picture so you can see what I look like today Its a little cool here today got down to about 20 degrees overnight & a High of around 45 dregrees farenhieght & a little windy here. Pic is of me by my car in front of the house I live in -it was built as the original assay office here in the 1890's
IF Your the Lady God Has for me & You Read this post I will tell you now- SURRENDER NOW!
I know God has heard & answered My Prayers as I have asked for HIS will in this matter & He gives His best to those who leave the chioce to Him. -I'm Just waitng for Him to Bring us together & tell
You.
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Correction- I HAVE MOVED
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Posted:Feb 23, 2007 2:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2007 9:45 am 2319 Views
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On Feb 22 I got the feeling to get up & go so I did. I'm Back in Bishop living with a friend across from the museum.
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T- Minus 36 days & Counting
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Posted:Feb 21, 2007 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2007 7:33 am 2334 Views
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Today I mark 36 days until I return to Bishop, Ca. Part of the reasons for my return - A friend who needs help,Me & Manual Labor are not getting along- my neck & back are starting to give me trouble.A Beauttifull Brunette here that stole my heart & now wants nothing to do with me so its best I leave to get her out of my head & heart- You can Pray for her- She has a problem with Alcohol & Cociane.You can pray for Me for my Lust for this woman which has been like a Wildfire for over 60 days.The only physical contact was 3 hugs & a kiss on the cheeck from her & 3 hugs & 1 kiss on her cheek from me.
Pray also That The Lord will not let me fall for another woman unless it is the one I'm going to marry & that she will have the same fire for me as I will for her.I do not want to go through what I have recently AGAIN.
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Need Help from some of the Sisters out there Please
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Posted:Feb 13, 2007 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2007 3:42 pm 2459 Views
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I,m back for a bit, I have just been in a strange situation over the last 50 days.A attractive woman came into my life,said she was a christian, wants me to be honest & open with her, but she will not be honest & open with me & share her thoughts & feelings, Now she wants nothing to do with me & will not tell me how I offended her. & will not forgive. From my view its the come here come here- go away go away game. Your thoughts would be greatly appriciated
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Well, The Codes fake
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Posted:Aug 5, 2006 8:08 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2007 2:03 pm 2382 Views
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The last couple of post I put forth some info from another site. it is written to Test & the site failed the dates came & went & nothing predicted happened.
other news I have a new job as Maintenance $9,00 hour to start, first payday is thurs, Praise God!
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