http://bigchurch.com/blog/Izzy1000/?pid=f3104 Welcome to my blog! http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_136272.html?pid=f3104 This is a prayer taken from a devotional a friend gave to me:-Lord, I am hurtingI feel like a treeWith its roots laid bare.Suddenly there seems to be no supportAnd I don't know what to do about itI kn Wed, 01 Oct 2008 09:27:04 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_136272.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_136248.html?pid=f3104 Well!! Today I injected myself with insulin , for the first time. I am such a whoose. I stood holding the pen against my tummy for ages and kept sayng to myself I can't do it, I can't do it lol. Event Wed, 01 Oct 2008 04:09:50 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_136248.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_135763.html?pid=f3104 A deeper Valley I have not knownTesting, pushing, searchingcrawling, scratching, clawing my wayUp a steep ravine, so steep it scares meThe end is never in sight, it gnawsand eats at me, Why am I not l Fri, 26 Sep 2008 13:37:22 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_135763.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_135574.html?pid=f3104 ..... To think of our Father ....please feel free to add a prayer of praise to our Father for all that He has done in our lives.Father God, I thank you for Your infinate patience with me. I know that Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:19:03 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_135574.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_134921.html?pid=f3104 I've been thinking .....about celebrities and how much they pay for their worldly goods, a designer handbag, for example can cost over a 1,000 pounds, a dress, much the same price.....it makes me shiv Thu, 18 Sep 2008 12:03:26 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_134921.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_134102.html?pid=f3104 This week, I have had results of different tests. Not quite the results I was hoping for but the ones I expected. I am diabetic and it means that I now have to inject insulin, rather than take meds, b Thu, 11 Sep 2008 03:29:42 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_134102.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_133787.html?pid=f3104 As I was sitting prettyI had to write a dittyOf christian men and womenand what they wear to swim inI pondered long and soulfulas I was eating a bowlfulOf cereal and milkor something of that ilkAn edw Mon, 08 Sep 2008 14:29:35 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_133787.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_133785.html?pid=f3104 I haven't blogged for a bit, haven't had the heart to really. haven't had much to say.......but now I feel I have to speak.....I just had fried bacon with 2 fried eggs and fried french bread (all in o Mon, 08 Sep 2008 14:16:34 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_133785.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_133421.html?pid=f3104 HI Mia,I haven't enough points to email you, so have to do it this way.First of all, congratulations on your marriage to Ken; I pray that God blesses your union abundently and also pray that you meet Fri, 05 Sep 2008 01:37:57 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_133421.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_132930.html?pid=f3104 Right....let's have a game of Blog orienteering...lol... you look at the person above you on this blog......(It has to be someone other than me though) then you go to their blog and put a smiley face Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:26:35 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_132930.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_132435.html?pid=f3104 I spent the whole day in bed today....I have been exhausted...got up at about 5 pm; it's almost time to go back to bed lol!Am feeling a whole range of emotions at present; I'm down in my boots, then s Tue, 26 Aug 2008 12:52:15 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_132435.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_132353.html?pid=f3104 Whooo hoooo!!!! I got my profile back!!!That means I haven't lost any of my blogs , I'm so happy!!! BC said I had deleted my account lol....How the heck could I do that without knowing it....eeesh.... Mon, 25 Aug 2008 17:12:05 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_132353.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_131433.html?pid=f3104 I was reading the blog of Chosenson2, it was a very interesting read. It just made me realise how fortunate we are, as Christians. How wonderful the gift of a life in Christ is.We should not take it f Sat, 16 Aug 2008 13:54:35 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_131433.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_130900.html?pid=f3104 Well, I've had a bit of a week.....been ill again; anxiety attacks.I am feeling better now though. I've had some respite care and it has helped, to be able to sleep lots, eat well and try to relax.At Tue, 12 Aug 2008 07:11:06 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_130900.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_130060.html?pid=f3104 SighhhhhhhhhhhhI'm tired, I'm up and down like a fiddler's elbow and I'm finding it hard to concentrate. There's my whinge over for the week............ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 12:57:02 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_130060.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_129558.html?pid=f3104 HELLO ALL!WELCOME TO THE PARTY!! WE HAVE FOOD AND DRINKS AND IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BRING SOMETHING TO ADD TO THIS THAT WOULD BE GREAT!I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE WONDERFUL IF WE COULD ALL PARTICIPATE AND Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:16:10 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_129558.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_129090.html?pid=f3104 Some days I feel elated, wrapped in God's loving arms, secure and at peace with the world, even through trials. Other days I just feel numb, or worse.It doesn't take very much to tip the scales in my Sun, 27 Jul 2008 22:51:27 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_129090.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_128888.html?pid=f3104 I have this awful virus, I can't stop coughing. I was sat in my bathroom at 4 am this morning, with the shower on, trying to dampen down my cough. Every time I need to cough I get scared because it hu Sat, 26 Jul 2008 08:19:52 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_128888.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_128866.html?pid=f3104 If friends want to stick around and accept me for who and what I am, then that's fine.If they don't then it is their loss.I'm done with selfish people. Sat, 26 Jul 2008 04:37:54 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_128866.html?pid=f3104 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_128335.html?pid=f3104 Whilst reading through the blogs today, I just had a real sense of loneliness in people, of heartbreak, of despair, of feeling lost, of feeling unworthy.It breaks my heart to know that people feel lik Tue, 22 Jul 2008 05:50:56 -0800 http://bigchurch.com/blog/8627/post_128335.html?pid=f3104