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Jul 6, 2009 9:17 am
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........why???......
some may wonder why i am so love struck
its because he is the only one who gave a fuck
i know that many think we should give up on our love
but we both know this is god sent from up above
some say it will never happen... it wont come true
but they dont know what god can do
others say this love will never last
cause were falling way to fast
many think our love cannot be real
but they dont know how we feel
many say this love cannot be true
as if they can speak for me and you
many times i hear how our love isnt strong n tuff
or how love just isnt enough
but I love him and he loves me
so why the fuck cant ya all just let us be
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Sundays Blessing
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Jul 6, 2009 9:16 am
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Today i am blessed that i FINALLY painted my wishing well out in the yard whooo whooo the kids been bugging me for about a couple weeks or so to help me paint it. i decided i was gonna do it by myself but just when i about got it finished they rode up on there bikes and helped me a little bit .... after a couple strokes of the paint brush they said " i wanna go home"  so they really didnt do much to help me anyhow i thought to myself its a good thing i did most of it myself
I am also blessed that my neighbor and his gf came over for a few and chatted we also played a little catch with a football ....i havent played catch in a very long time and i never have ever played football so needless to say we didnt play long but they seem like pretty good neighbors  sure glad there not crazy like of my other neighbors have been in the past
I am also blessed that i heard from my sisters friend in the park we live in that her husband had the surgery to remove his leg and is doing 100% better doctors say there is no sign of any infection at all praise god!!! she also told me that he is a differnt person now and has completely changed for the better ...lets hope and pray it stays that way
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Saturdays 4th of July Blessing
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Jul 6, 2009 9:14 am
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Today i am blessed that today is independence day today is a day to celebrate our independence so a few of my park friends brought there chairs over to watch the annual fireworks that are usually going off by the side of my trailor and through the tree's but for some reason this year we couldnt see them to good  and the mosquitos were soooo bad that we didnt say out very long but we still had fun
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Fridays Blessing
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Jul 6, 2009 9:13 am
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Today i am blessed that i chilled outside the whole day a friend of mine came over in her electric wheelchair and my mom had her manual wheel chair out so when my mom went inside ... it was SHOW TIME me and my friend had a wheel chair race she was in her electric wheel chair and i was in my moms manual wheel chair ..... can u guess who won?? MEEEE  but i had a little help from my friend donna WE HAD A BLAST!!! she has another power chair and next time she comes over with it ITS SHOW TIME!!!
I am also blessed
that i gave my friend my business card for takeing surveys she is also on myspace and hopefully she can find me and add me and i will have yet another friend on myspace and hopefully she will also join my surveys companys so i can earn referal money
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PRAYER FOR MY SISTERS HUSBAND
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Jun 30, 2009 9:16 am
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.....PRAYER......
father we come to you today and ask that you be with charitys sisters husband ,father we know he needs you now more then ever before,father god in the name of jesus give him the strength to endure and the courage to make it through and most importantly the healing he so desperately needs , lord we also ask that you be with the surgeon and doctors takeing care of him, give them the wisdom to help him
in your mighty name we pray
amen
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Mondays Blessing
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Jun 30, 2009 9:15 am
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Today i am blessed that they fixed my electricity but unforately they had to come out and fix it again cause they didnt fix the right thing the first time...i guess it turned out to be something else
I am also blessed that i found out what had happend to one of my friends in the park (ted) i had been wondering what had happend to him cause i hadnt seen him in awhile i was hopeing he didnt die, and he didnt...thankfully ...but unforately i dont think i will be seeing him again ...lets just say he found himself a new home
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Sundays Blessing
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Jun 30, 2009 9:14 am
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Today i am blessed that i had a fun filled day on the phone first i talked with my sister for about 2-3 hrs cause her husband is gonna have to amputate his leg, unforately he has a real bad infection in his foot and doctors say he will only live another 30 days if he dont amputate it, i was thinking about going up to the hospital with her just in case something happends to him
I am also blessed that i talked with my other sister on the phone , i told her what was going on and she reminded me of the annointing oil she gave me for my mom and that i should give it to her
I am also blessed that i talked with the managers of the park about fixing my electricity cause it keeps going out and tomorrow they plan on fixing it (knock on wood)
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FARRAH FAWCETT AND MICHEAL JACKSON
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Jun 27, 2009 10:16 am
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Today i woke up and turned on the tv ...i havent really watch much tv lately but for some reason i wanted to watch today and first thing i saw was farrah fawcett died at age 62 i knew she was battleing cancer but i really thought she would make it through and i said to my mom i guess we may as well watch tv all day cause they will have all kinds of tributes to her and i wanna see them
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4-8 hrs later BREAKING NEWS micheal jackson rushed to hospital in critical condition and i thought ooohhh well he's not gonna die yet i wonder if this will effect the tributes to farrah cause usually everytime that man does something it takes over every channel on tv
THEN 5 mins later BREAKING NEWS AGAIN micheal jackson died and u wanna know my immediate reaction was? i said to my mom ...i said " well ...he's answering for everything he's ever done right now...... there's no escapeing everything he's done .....he answering for it now
AND you wanna know my moms immediate reaction? she said " that man tried to fool god" and i said ...ya cant fool god and he knows it now
THEN 10-30 mins later WACKO JACKO dies at age 50 and i thought well that just comfirms what me and my mom just said
THEN i went to church and i heard people talking about it and cracking jokes i guess one guy got a joke off of twitter cause he was reading it from his cell phone another guy defended him saying " i dont think he would do something like that with little kids" and i thought to myself did u see the interview where he was holding hands with a little boy and saying that he sleeps in the same bed with them? then i thought i cant believe people are even talking about him in church
FINALLY
i was home watching the tributes and saw alot of his videos playing and listened to the music and i rembered how talented the man was ....alot of his songs brought back alot of memories for me like his song " you are not alone" i can rember when me and my sisters would drive about 20-30 miles to go and see my dad in the hospital (when he was dieing) and i thought he was so far away from us and so alone in his hospital bed and this song just came out on the radio and we played it just about everytime we would go up and see him ...it was a very difficult time in my life and that song helped me alot....
SUDDENLY
my heart softend for micheal and i thought about all the difficulties he had in his own life,and how he didnt even stand a chance cause i saw for the first time that when he was like 7 yrs old before the jackson 5 got famous ...his father made them go to a strip club where men and woman had sex on stage and perform
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i thought about how much his life could have been so differnt if only he had parents who taught him good values and if he would have gave his heart to the lord....COULD U IMAGINE him being a christian artist with the talent he has OMG it would have rocked the world....probly made believers out of everyone i could see it now angels danceing in the streets instead of zombies in thriller and in a video for " you are not alone" have god walk with him through out life and when difficult times arrive have the lord carry him through and when the difficult time is over have the lord lay him back down to walk on his own.....or even in the video " the way you make me feel " have him dance for the lord celebrateing the way the lord makes him feel....it could of had endless possibities
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Thursedays Blessing
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Jun 27, 2009 10:14 am
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Today i am blessed that i stayed inside all day and watched tv i havent done this in a very long time but today was a historical day
I am alose blessed that i made it through another HORRIBLE storm then surrounding suburbs got hit bad again
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Wednsedays Blessing
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Jun 27, 2009 10:14 am
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Today i am blessed that me and my mom went out for the whole day first we went the library they always keep it soooo cool and on hot days its nice this was the first time my mom went with me and i was hopeing she would like it so much that she would wanna stay the whole day she liked it but didnt wanna stay the whole day  she couldnt believe how nice and cool it was though and will probly go again with me
I am also blessed that we went shopping we finally got the paint brushes so i can paint the wishing well we also got some other stuff
I am also blessed that we went for a cruise and found the new horse racing that just opened up and i must say it was a major LET DOWN !!! we went in and no horses was raceing ...it was only on a tv screen and there was a seat charge to use them or sit at a table and order food so we just toke a menu and a business card and a schdule for when horse's race outside and left it was a complete waste of time
I am also blessed that we went to a park and chilled the rest of the day away
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