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Izzy1000
10/1/2008 4:09 am |
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10/1/2008 6:42 am |
Amen! Amen!
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10/1/2008 7:52 am |
Losses of any kind are bittersweet. We grow, but first we must grief for self, sit with the Father and be loved by Him. Sweet because memory is selective and we can keep that which is good, tuck it away and we can count God faithful. He is there in Shikaina glory, present....even when we think or do not feel HIM. HE IS THERE!! I'm so reminded of that motto and I don't know who wrote it....If one takes a step in doubting dim, God will advance a mile to him. Praying for you and thanking God for insulin to help you become better balanced in health. I pray that you and your doctors may find you stabilize at just the correct dosage. I'm not insulin dependent, but know the malaise that comes with it not being under control. Take care....I've added you for blog watch. I've been having to change it several times and I can't figure out what is going on. Love, Beth 
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10/1/2008 8:29 am |
oh, i'm with you about the jabbing...even jabbing someone else...i worked at a place where we thought that one of the ladies that i was caring for had diabetes and we were all being trained to do the jabbing...and i JUST didn't know it i could do it. thankfully, it ended up that she had something else but... you are so right...putting it into perspective the way you have...and i'm excited for you!
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10/1/2008 9:07 am |
Losses of any kind are bittersweet. We grow, but first we must grief for self, sit with the Father and be loved by Him. Sweet because memory is selective and we can keep that which is good, tuck it away and we can count God faithful. He is there in Shikaina glory, present....even when we think or do not feel HIM. HE IS THERE!! I'm so reminded of that motto and I don't know who wrote it....If one takes a step in doubting dim, God will advance a mile to him. Praying for you and thanking God for insulin to help you become better balanced in health. I pray that you and your doctors may find you stabilize at just the correct dosage. I'm not insulin dependent, but know the malaise that comes with it not being under control. Take care....I've added you for blog watch. I've been having to change it several times and I can't figure out what is going on. Love, Beth  . I know what you are saying about grieving, it's just very hard for me, I put up this inpenetrable wall for a while, I just find it so difficult to allow myself to feel and therefore to be hurting again. To be honest, the things that have happened to me recently have been so hard, yet I have had to compartmentalize things, for my own sanity. Some things have been put aside because to believe that someone would want to hurt me so deeply...well, I can't even begin to go there. I have decided that I am in this position and with God's grace I will survive it and come through the other end. I pray for the person involved and I have no bitterness towards them, just a sadness that I cannot even begin to explore right now  ...it will come though and I know I will fall into my Father's arms and seek comfort. The diabetes has affected me even more than the depression I have. Such a tiredness, like wave after wave and when you have sooo much to deal with, it becomes like a massive concrete block tied to you. I am praying that it will be released and I will feel lighter in sprit. My last blog was a poem and I know it was dark but I wanted to try and express how I was feeling. There was this little voice inside me crying out, help, I couldn't feel God and it scared me. I know that is because I am ill. I have been reading psalms and devotionals and I am getting there. Sorry for this very long post, just wanted to try and explain. Thank you so much for praying for me, I do know that God listens....
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10/1/2008 9:08 am |
Amen! Amen!
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10/1/2008 9:14 am |
oh, i'm with you about the jabbing...even jabbing someone else...i worked at a place where we thought that one of the ladies that i was caring for had diabetes and we were all being trained to do the jabbing...and i JUST didn't know it i could do it. thankfully, it ended up that she had something else but... you are so right...putting it into perspective the way you have...and i'm excited for you! YOu would have laughed at me trying to use the needle lol....I was scared lol! I'm ok though now, I have done it!! So I can do it again. Wow, after reading your post and I have just responded to Beth's post, I feel that I've been a right old whingeing pom on beths .I think I have finally come to terms with diabetes, it's only taken me 5 years lol and in the scheme of things, it is one tiny thing, that is a positive, that will help me, because I'm telling you, I have felt suicidal at times recently...but now I feel God again....I feel that I am on the up...I just pray that I stay up now...don't want to go back to that bleakness...no thank you!!! God bless
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 10/1/2008 10:08 am |
Izzy, I am so happy to know that you are feeling better and things in your life will start "shining". I am so thankful for the medicine we can get these days! God bless you and glad to know you jabbed yourself and will be able to do it again! Love you sister!  Bloom Where You are Planted
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10/1/2008 10:46 am |
Izzy, I am so happy to know that you are feeling better and things in your life will start "shining". I am so thankful for the medicine we can get these days! God bless you and glad to know you jabbed yourself and will be able to do it again! Love you sister!  God bless!
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 10/3/2008 3:25 am |
What a woman you are Izzy.. Don`t worry bout the injections sweetie.I had a big fear of needles before i had to inject myself.I`d physically shake and feel sick n woozy when i had to do the first few but soon (when i realized how much better it made me feel) i just knew i Had to do it.Needless to say it got a whole lot better.N ya so right when you put it in perspective blimey what a whimp i was. God Bless, Wendy   Show me the way Sweet JESUS.Lead and i Will follow. 
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