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Mondays Blessing
12/11/2007 10:33 amLast Read: |
Today i am blessed that me and my mom got out the house and went shopping for the christmas dinner  we almost forgot the eggs for the deviled eggs untill i saw some eggs in a carton rolling down the convayer belt THANK GOD the lady behind us bought some because we would of had to come all the way back to the store to get them I am also blessed that i mailed out my christmas cards and we got a christmas card in the mail from a relative letting us know that my cousin had her 2nd child and all is well with them I am also blessed that i got a phone call from my ex bf again i decided not to answer it but then i thought i had better call him and tell him how i feel and that i didnt think it was a good idea for us to be friends anymore  So i called him and as we talked the more and more harder it became to tell him we cant be friends anymore so i finally blurted it out and he got upset and was wanting to know why and i told him its been 10 yrs and i am not the same person anymore i could tell he was upset and when we got off the phone he had called back about half hr later and said why do u feel u have changed what has changed about you and i said i live for god now ...he said so ...what does that mean u cant have any friends now...what did god tell you, you cant have friends anymore, i said NO this is a choice i have made I MADE the choice for us not to be friends ..then he said well why dont u want to be friends with me i am not a bad person i said i know your not a bad person thats why i cared so much about you back when we were together ..then he said what is it charity i dont worship satan or anything i said i know you dont....i said...i just dont think its a good idea for us to be friends anymore i dont feel u live a godly lifestyle....and he said...SO when i go over ur sisters and brother laws place sometime this week (CAUSE I AM GOING OVER THERE) you dont wanna see me.. i said i just dont think its a good idea...he said i am sorry i called you and i am sorry i bothered u then and hung up LORD THIS HURTS i cared so much about him when we were together and the truth is...i still do ...but he lives a lifestyle that i cannot agree with ( the gang banger lifestyle) and I REFUSE and i repeat I REFUSE to live that lifestyle LORD i dunno if i am gonna be able to stay away from him especially if he comes over so please give me strenght to overcome this I AM STILL BLESSED!!!!!! ____________________________________________________________ Today when i made the phone call to my ex bf i claimed...i will end this relationship for god...god wants me to live a more godly lifestyle...so i end this friendship today for the lord Be Blessed in the name of our LORD JesusChrist  poempoempoem
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