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This is DEFINITELY my very last post on my very last day (crying lots)
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I just couldn't resist this last one coz I want to share with you what God told me this morning in my Bible reading. Last night I was crying to Him coz even though He is right near me, and I know this, I still feel so alone...coz I can't see Him there, and my faith is so weak. Gen 28:15 And, behold, I am with thee, and will keep thee in all places whither thou goest, and will bring thee again into this land; for I will not leave thee, until I have done that which I have spoken to thee of. His assurance to me, that He is very much with me....no matter where I go...He is there, even when I don't feel His presence. This morning I prayed...Lord help my unbelief...seriously we have such fickle hearts, don't we?  I also wanted to write this post, coz like I said, I knew I would forget to send messages to some people... I forgot Bill (Dundeal), Maryann, American Dreamer, Claudia...all people who have impacted me in some way. I'm so sorry I forgot you guys...I love you, each one of you has given me something to carry in my heart...forgive my silly brain. My only excuse is that I'm a mess right now and not thinking real straight. I have probably forgotten other names too...ggrrrr angry at myself!  I hope the people I have remembered to write messages to get to see them coz I spent a lot of time and a lot of thought and I want you to know what you have meant to me...that's really important to me....coz you have all given me SO BLINKIN MUCH! This is one of the saddest days of my life and I am trying to draw it out real slow. Probably silly of me coz I'm prolonging the pain...but it's hard to leave...more than you could ever know. But I've been reading these beautiful posts...Rhonda did one on being thankful, Marilyn did one on love..YES!!! And my poor Dunky is probably gonna go out and buy lots of cake and stuff and make the blob grow bigger! Look after him wont you...pick on him lots coz obviously he needs that!!  I'll pick on him lots on the phone, but he'll need something to sustain him inbetween!!! Just know that I will be praying for ALL of you. I wont know your needs but God does and as I lift you up before Him, I know He will hear. And if the warriorthingy comes to mind at times...that could be God prompting you to pray for me too. I'm gonna need lots of prayer support coz the road ahead could be rocky...until He makes my path smooth. Love you all so much....may God's richest blessings surround your lives!  Penelope Captive of Hope 
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 11/15/2008 2:10 pm |
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. Ok, I am lost now. What is going on? You and Brayden going? Please explain? Know ? Yes ? IM ? ? . . When we were redeemed, we were called to make disciples, raising them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord, so they in turn may do likewise. Saying I am sorry is WORTHLESS without real repentance. True or FALSE ? Without a personal and intimate relationship with God, how can you ever realize the true identity and person of God? Continue to be faithful, deliverance is near, obedience must be seen, be an unconditional blessing as He continues to bless you. This time is short, serve Him well, serving all. Without exception. Know ? Yes ? ? .
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11/15/2008 2:13 pm |
may the Lord continue to bless you in whatever you do my sweet pen, cheers May the Lord bless you and keep you
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11/15/2008 2:34 pm |
Penelope, always remember, there is no final goodbye between christians, we will have eternity together - so you can't escape! - I'm sure someone somewhere in eternity will organise the BigChurch2008 reunion, or whatever it gets called. May God bless you, and show you that He is holding your hand, guiding your future as you move to the next part of where God leads you. With best wishes and christian love Bob
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11/15/2008 2:42 pm |
Sweet Pen, press forward leaving behind those things that God has told you to. We don't feel abandoned, or left behind, in any way sweetie. You need to heal, and if this place isn't helping, and God says to go, go with peace. And know that we understand. You are loved, and will not be forgotten. We will always be looking for ms_warriorthingy on the horizon, if only to wave. If you come back that will be great, but waving will be great too, cause we see God is walking beside you. And we know He is leading you. Love you sis. Go with God, in peace. Blessings, Thomas and Robin "There is no pit so deep, that God's love is not deeper still" Corrie Tenboom
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11/15/2008 3:07 pm |
I didn't expect you back today but so glad for one last post from you sweetie No I'm not going to go out and buy a cake coz I still have half of that huge monster of a black forest one still sitting in the fridge! Funny you mentioned my "littttttttttle blobettes" haning on each sides of my waist coz I can feel them now sitting here at the P.C. leaning towards the kitchen to feed their enormous appitetite I'm going to make a promise to you Pen if you come back just once more I'm going to throw caution into the wind and get down on my kneees in front of everyone here and begin crying and begging like a little baby for you not to go I like what Bob said about the reunion but we will stay close in other ways, ph tx, emails, ph calls, and hopefuly a real life encounter when I finaly do fly down to Australia Love you my dear friend. p.s. I liked that what you said about..."she walked with God" too! what a breautiful epitath or however you spell that 
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11/15/2008 4:21 pm |
 We will miss you my friend! GBY! May God Bless You in ABUNDANCE
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11/15/2008 4:51 pm |
I will miss you, sister, and if you send me your chocolate, i'll be happy to guard it for you. NdnThomas and Ladylightwalker forever. .
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11/15/2008 4:53 pm |
GBU sweetheart ...will miss you! wise men still seek Him Milly
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11/15/2008 6:58 pm |
muchacha australiana especial, adios- Addendum to "losing my faith"...
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11/15/2008 7:11 pm |
Ah Pen, I did read what you wrote though I have taken my profile down. Thank you so much for your kind words, you have no idea how much your writing has affected me as well. And your joyful presence on here I am sure will be missed by all. But I will see you in that other place. I look forward to hearing how God fulfills His word to you as you go along. Many, many blessings dear friend! He is no fool if he should choose to lose the things he cannot keep to gain what he can never lose.....Jim Elliott Deena 
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11/15/2008 7:25 pm |
Don't you forget that I have a telephone that needs ringing from time to time. Love you lots and from here on, I'm keeping the chocolate and I'm going to donate my split pea green shirt(which you made all snotty)to the Smithsonian Institute for historical preservation. It will be exciting to see what roads the Lord takes you traveling on from here. You have been a work in preparation for quite a long time now. Who knows? Maybe he's going to bring you through Kikrland! Jeffyland! Hooray! Make sure you leave blog war notes for BelovedByHim so she becomes a worthy successor. God bless dearest and most special of friends. xoxo Let your gentleness be evident to all. Philippians 4:5
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11/15/2008 8:49 pm |
Hi Pen  so sad to see you go ... but we'll keep you in our prayers me and Forry. We will surely miss you here don't worry wherever God is leading you rest assured that He's just beside you all the time if not carrying you through out the journey.Luv yah faith 
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11/16/2008 2:32 am |
Ms_Warriorthingy is now leaving the building Penelope Captive of Hope
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11/16/2008 4:07 am |
Hi Pen, I've been off the blogs for a few weeks so have only just realised you are going. I haven't had time to read all of all of your posts on this, but just wanted to wish you all the best in the future. Your writings have been an encouragement to me too and I trust God will continue to lead you the way you should go. God bless. Peter  "Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth" 2 Timothy 2 v 15
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11/16/2008 5:50 am |
I will surely miss you, Pen!!! You have impacted my life in so many ways...to be bold, to stand up for God's Word/Truth, to be passionate about the things of God...and many more! How could I ever thank you? I pray that you will continue to impact people with your deep love for Christ!!! YOU ARE TRULY A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN OF GOD!!! It's such a great honor and privilege to meet you here on BC! PHILIPPIANS 3:12-14 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do no consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. KEEP ON PRESSING ON, MY DEAR SISTER! AGAPE, gl Teach me your way, O LORD,and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify Your name forever. (Psalm 86:11,12)
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11/16/2008 7:18 am |
May God bless you and keep you and cause His face to shine upon you. You have a unique style and personality about you, and you certainly will be missed here at BC. Be healed and be blessed in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Gary
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11/19/2008 2:39 pm |
Hey Pen, I know you won't see this, but I just now saw that you have been called away. I will carry on your word, "crikey", in the U.S. Although, I will be asked many times, I'm sure, what it means. I will miss your smiling face and upbeat personality for sure. Love ya in Christ, sis. Gina aka TJ
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