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10/7/2008 12:39 am
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I'm a slow learner when it comes to the fact that you just can't second guess God!
Several years ago, when God invited me through a "new door", I was convinced it was to do with my music ministry. Little did I know that I was entering the total "make-over factory"!!
In the last few years God has been teaching me my worth as a person, as a child of God. I have been on the wheel, in the fire, on the anvil...yup I've come a looooong way from the person I was!
You'll remember a few weeks ago, I took flight from the safety of my buoy...convinced there was ministry ahead. Wrong again!! Granted, there is the possibility that God is priming me for ministry, but before that....it's back to the make-over factory!
So what is God showing me lately? He wants me to recognize my worth as a woman! And here was I thinking I was woman enough!! Guess not!!
It's not about learning femininity....but rather the character of a woman...His woman!
One of the things God is revealing to me....don't settle for the half measure. He is showing me, that if I want to settle for the half measure...that's all I will get. He wants me to realise my worth as a woman. I've been content with the scraps thrown at me for too long........this isn't God's desire for me. He wants me at the banquet table. He wants me to taste the best He has prepared for me.
Letting go of the familiar is hard. Letting go of the thinking I'm used to...changing my mindset is hard. I have to start believing in my worth as a woman...that's hard!
But I will do it. I have been on the most wonderful adventure of my life and there is so much more ahead of me.
No matter how much I am hurting right now, I thank Him for it. Every teardrop that falls from my eyes becomes a diamond that He holds in His hand.
I pray for every woman that reads this post......this isn't just about me, but for you too. If God wants me to realise my worth as a woman....then I know without a doubt that He is wanting the same for you. I invite you to journey with me...we can share our tears and our joys along the way.....I guess it's time to celebrate being a woman! 
ps I think I'm going to be writing some posts about us women...our struggles, our fears, our triumphs...I think I am...LOL! 
Penelope Captive of Hope
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22250 posts 10/7/2008 1:02 am |
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True or FALSE ?
Without a personal and intimate relationship with God, how can you ever realize the true identity and person of God?
Continue to be faithful, deliverance is near, obedience must be seen, be an unconditional blessing as He continues to bless you.
This time is short, serve Him well, serving all.
Without exception.
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For me to live is Christ and to die is gain.
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ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 12:45 pm: Mr Cat, thank you for being man enough to let your presence be felt in my post!! Or should I say, cat enough???  Getting feedback from men would be good coz us women like to know how you men think! Any words of wisdom, Mr Cat? Love you lots!  |
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619 posts 10/7/2008 1:03 am |
Hey Pen, beautiful post and yes it is time for us to celebrate being a woman. Sometimes we think we have to be strong, not cry, not show emotion but thats not how God made us. Recently God has shown me that he made us this way for a reason. I personally would love to accompany you on this journey to share my tears, my joy and my fears. I believe God is calling women to share with each other, to encourage, to build while taking us to our destiny.
Love ya lots Kez
"Be of good courage, And he shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the Lord" Psalm 31:24
 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 12:47 pm: Hey baby girl.....thank you so much for sharing this journey. We have a beautiful sisterhood happening here at BC and we all journey together, through the pain, through the joys....it's awesome to share and identify with each other! I know I will learn lots from all of you....as I already have! Love you!  |
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9819 posts 10/7/2008 1:10 am |
hello there lol squeak! squeak! you go girl...thanks for sharing your journey...what a wonderful one of knowing where you are and having a teacheable heart as unto the Lord ...He will open more doors and show you great things etc...as you journey on...God's rich blessings and guidance always...
Man can make many plans...BUT it is the Lord who will direct his paths....
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 12:51 pm: Thank you, Pat....this squeak could turn into a might roar one of these days huh!!!  He is showing me some amazing truths, Pat...about me. It's kind of awesome....and daunting!!  |
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5463 posts 10/7/2008 1:23 am |
What can I say to that but amen, blessings sister
Gods way is my way,...Clay
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 1:25 pm: Thank you Clay! And thanks for being brave enough to venture into a girly post! Input from you guys along the way would be good!  |
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1448 posts 10/7/2008 2:09 am |
Hi Pen, I`m with you all the way lovely Sister.You give me such inspiration. What a wonderful woman of God you are.
oh Mighty God. God Bless, Wendy 
Show me the way Sweet JESUS. Lead and i Will follow. 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 12:52 pm: You inspire me too, precious girl! You are an awesome woman of God....so thirsty for Him. How's your singing going? Raising the roof for Him? you go girl!  |
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26 posts 10/7/2008 3:28 am |
Hello Pen That was a good post. I would love to jump aboard and go through your journey with you. I believe God just wants to overflow our cups continously not just to the brim as he is wanting more and more of us each day. Only God knows what we are truely capable of!
Love and blessings
Kelly  
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 12:56 pm: Amen Kelly! Thank you for sharing this journey....and please feel free to give input along the way. There is so much we can all learn from each other on this journey!  |
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4792 posts 10/7/2008 4:52 am |
as I heard tonight sometimes God will give us what we continually ask for just to shut us up and to teach us to wait on Him..... We all tend to run ahead of Him at times and it's when we realise that we got it wrong that we take heed and walk in His shadow and follow where He needs and leads.... shame ya don't live closer as having a Womens Luncheon at The Light The Way Cafe this week..... It will be an opportunity for everyone that attends to see that we are after equal in Gods eye,no matter what race,color,religion,age etc..... A Sister Hood in Christ movement of love and joy and encouragement... God Bless You always Penelope and keep walking the walk.... Chris xo
God's Angel  The truth,The Light,The Way  THE LORD PRESERVES ALL WHO LOVE HIM........psalm145-20........
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 12:58 pm: I am so guilty of running ahead of Him, Chrissy......this is one of the things He is instilling in me right now....to wait on Him. The luncheon sounds awesome.......I pray you are blessed through it! Love you!  |
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1818 posts 10/7/2008 5:20 am |
Pen, I have to admit your post title got a good chuckle from me. Your words and thoughts are beautifully expressed...yes we need to let our self worth be established and rooted in what God knows of us and believes of us, as that is truth. So many times we allow past rejections, failures, disappointments to paint a Picasso like picture of who we are...it is skewed, and an unrealistic portrait. Thank God He cares enough about us to help us discover who we really are. I'm right there with you.
He is no fool if he should choose to lose the things he cannot keep to gain what he can never lose.....Jim Elliott
Deena  
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 1:07 pm: Amen, Deena! There is much I have to unlearn...and new things still to be learned. I realise now that the resting time on the buoy was very necessary...the flight ahead could get a little turbulent! It's still an exciting adventure....with the best Navigator of all! Love you!  |
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2513 posts 10/7/2008 5:24 am |
Yes, women are precious.
Thomas and Robin
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 1:09 pm: I could squeeze you! Thomas you are such an awesome guy...my brother! (as my newfound brother, you must also give me the chocolate...not to that girlfriend of yours!! ) ssssssshhhh don't tell her...it's our secret!!   |
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10/7/2008 7:56 am |
Very good warrior woman...Do write so all of us can understand how He molds and makes us; how He provides a healing balm in the form of friends; and how He brings about a true love relationship once all the other relationships are mastered. Our God is a mighty God who has empowered you to communicate. Do it as the Holy Spirit leads. Peace, Beth
Eh....will you be providing chocolates with these sessions?...eh..well...you know...some of us need incentives.  
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 1:16 pm: I am praying for Holy Spirit guidance on this, Beth....I have such a burning in my heart for this.....I don't even know what God wants me to write......pray for me, my friend? I love you so much, Beth....you have so much wisdom, and I have much to learn from you! Did I mention I love you? 
As for chocolate in these sessions...the custom in Australia is that you BYO....but it's ok to share with me...I know God will want that!!  |
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1818 posts 10/7/2008 9:28 am |
Come on over to my blog...I am hosting a ladies' luncheon and you are invited.
He is no fool if he should choose to lose the things he cannot keep to gain what he can never lose.....Jim Elliott
Deena  
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3602 posts 10/7/2008 11:41 am |
Yea Pen! I am looking forward to your future posts on Women! This one was awesome! I am so glad you are seeing the light God is shining for you! Love you sister! (I know, I say that to everyone, but I DO mean it!
Bloom Where You are Planted

ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/7/2008 1:23 pm: LOL I say I love you a LOT...and I mean it too!! Fasten your seatbelt my girl...we are in for the ride of a lifetime!!   |
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1728 posts 10/7/2008 12:59 pm |
Great post Pen. The journey is to be enjoyed too, I have learned. I have to live "right now", and enjoy "now". My hardest lesson besides "wait". Blessings on your journey, your snow cap friend <<<<needs tim tams
Keep walking in the Light and you won't fall down and bump your head. (paraphrase mine)
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/8/2008 1:14 am: So true, Robin! Even if there's not a whole lot happening, even if now is a time of tears.....it's still a crucial time, heading into that tomorrow. A time to reflect and regroup! And if things are going well..celebrate every single moment! 
You want tim tams huh? that tim tam slam got you anticipating!! well send me your addy and I will send you some tim tams!  |
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10462 posts 10/7/2008 3:53 pm |
My eyes teared up again as I read this - you have touched a deep part of my heart and I'm not even sure what it is or why at the moment. I just feel broken and in need of the Balm of Gilead - again!! Thank you Pen!! Blessings~~
How can we NOT praise Him - Marilyn
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/8/2008 1:17 am: What your feeling is a dip in this journey, my beautiful friend. Just a dip....and there's only one way out...up! We walk the same road...this is just a pig swill day...tomorrow you will wake up and it just may be a diamond day! The same hand that holds mine, holds yours...we are in this together. Praying for you, precious girl  |
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1450 posts 10/7/2008 9:01 pm |
Hmmm Pen me thinks maybe that buoy is the potters wheel cleverly disguised ... Wheeeee round we go!  
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/8/2008 1:42 am: LOL Leanne, I think it was my resting place....just a time to gather some strength for the potters wheel!! Yup...now I'm spinning!  |
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1728 posts 10/7/2008 10:33 pm |
Pen I don't know if he has chocolate, but he does have guitar strings. Have ya ever heard of a sweeter gift? Well chocolate might be sweet of course, but for a girl like me...well strings says it all ... And I am trying to see the resemblance between you two,... since he's your brother...hmmm oooh I C! it's Jesus! Yes that's it! Love ya, That of the Light Walker....
Keep walking in the Light and you won't fall down and bump your head. (paraphrase mine)
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/8/2008 1:42 am: Absolutely, my friend! It's Jesus!  |
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370 posts 10/7/2008 11:17 pm |
Hmmmm the "make-over factory...is that anything like the "The Chocolate Factory"?..."mold me and make me....."
I'm at the staring blocks with you...a race worth running...on your marks, get set, gooooo.
Beautiful post Pen
Bless you, Barb 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/8/2008 1:44 am: It better not be the chocolate factory...I might wind up eating myself!!  
Thanks for joining this journey, precious friend....we can grow together!  |
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1728 posts 10/8/2008 3:08 am |
Ok I will email ya soon. I'll send you you choco's you don't have too! Can't wait! And btw, I feel an anointing on this post. Woohoo! Will be praying for your writing of the following posts. Love u sis
Keep walking in the Light and you won't fall down and bump your head. (paraphrase mine)
ms_warriorthingy replies on 10/8/2008 11:02 pm: Very cool!! As for the posts.......um...as God leads I think. I'm not all that wise so I better wait for Him to place something on my heart!! Thanks for praying, my friend...need it!!  |
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