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As I hit another rough spot on my journey through life.....I cry out to God......why does it always have to be so hard? Why can't things be straightforward and simple? Why is it that some people who follow you get a smoothish ride and some of us have to keep walking the rocky path? Is it my sin? Am I missing something important? Am I not following closely enough? So I thought I would go to church this morning, be amongst people worshipping and praising....but it was flat and I didn't feel the power of the Holy Spirit flowing through me, as I expected. I stood there worshipping, standing alone before Him, and that's how I felt....I stood alone before Him. It didn't feel right. But it should feel right. I was in the presence of the Almighty God and I felt very much alone. I don't understand it at all. Forgive me if I sound like I'm feeling sorry for myself......I am. I hate that about me! I want to be in His presence, thanking Him for all that He has done in my life, for all that He is going to do....I want to be in the centre of His will. Lord my wings are tired already...... Where am I flying to? Wont you tell me? Will there be land soon? My wings are tired and I want to rest..... Lord, I think one of my wings just broke....... Carry me? Penelope Captive of Hope 
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 9/6/2008 8:26 pm |
I feel your pain and no...I don't think you're whining...Just weary! I pray that God's favor and grace will give you peace and strength! I love you! Truth is Black and White Paula Marie
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9/6/2008 9:17 pm |
 He whispers through the storm......"I am with you....." 
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9/6/2008 9:34 pm |
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. It is not a feeling. Human feelings and emotions are not part of the equation of faith. I am looking to get fed by even one crumb and I will find it. Faith is an action. The Holy Spirit with in you is an action. I know His presence is there, even when I do not feel Him there. For I know He will never leave me, nor forsake me. Be at peace. . . Without Absolute Truth, there are only lies disguised as truth, if you know not the Absolute Truth and it is NOT within you, you will embrace a relative truth that fits your eternity, that is presently before you. Continue to be faithful, deliverance is near, obedience must be seen, be an unconditional blessing as He continues to bless you. This time is short, serve Him well, serving all. Without exception. Know? Yes? ? .
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9/6/2008 10:42 pm |
You will be in my prayers, precious warrior. Hugs to you, Barb 
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9/6/2008 11:28 pm |
Dearest Pen, guess what came to me ... The lead Goose or pelican creates a jet stream for the others to coast in, if they try to fly alone they cant ... Maybe you feel alone because you are called to lead, fly ahead of the flock, funny how sheep and birds are referred to as a flock .... mmm speaking to you yet ... Dont give up, today I had this overwhelming feeling of "alone" ... BUT ... God is good, He has to finish old things before we can have the new things, love and hugs to you ...
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9/7/2008 2:33 am |
......Please take from me my life when I don't have the strength to give it to you Lord Jesus..... Third Day. Blessings Pen The body of Christ is like a patchwork quilt! All stitched together with God's love.
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9/7/2008 4:24 am |
You made mention that YOU would make it alright. No, you won't. GOD will make it alright. I have heard many people this week say that they were weathering storms, me included. I fasted yesterday and spent time with my Jesus and He reassured me that HE is in charge whether I see it or not. All I have to do is hold on for the ride and trust in HIM. Terrie reassured me that Satan attacks when we are cloest to victory. You are close to victory and HOLD on to Jesus. He WILL protect you. (and try fasting)
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 9/7/2008 6:22 am |
Your story has put me in mind of a Martina McBride song that has comforted me - brought tears and brought healing: She loved him like he was The last man on Earth Gave him everything she ever had He'd break her spirit down Then come lovin' up to her Give a little, then take it back She'd tell him about her dreams He'd just shoot 'em down Lord he loved to make her cry "You're crazy for believin' You'll ever leave the ground" He said, "Only angels know how to fly" CHORUS And with a broken wing She still sings She keeps an eye on the sky With a broken wing She carries her dreams Man you ought to see her fly One Sunday morning She didn't go to church He wondered why she didn't leave He went up to the bedroom Found a note by the window With the curtains blowin' in the breeze REPEAT CHORUS With a broken wing She carries her dreams Man you ought to see her fly" Hey Penelope - "man you ought to see her fly" - you will be flying again soon sweet friend!! Blessings!! How can we NOT praise Him - Marilyn
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9/7/2008 6:52 am |
Awwww Pen , You, my friend are so real.I love your posts.I can totally identify with you.I feel the same alot of the time and i praise The Lord that you are here.God Bless you and keep you in the palm of His hand warrior woman. Peace be with you, Wendy   Show me the way Sweet JESUS.Lead and i Will follow.
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9/7/2008 7:13 am |
Hey Pen! Remember Elijah in the OT? Read Elijah's lament in I Kings 19!h Read chapters 17-19, about his courage, victory and his fear that led him to flee and feel sorry for himself... It's so comforting to know that these Bible giants are just like us. They experienced downtimes, discouragement and fear...Yet, God still uses them!!! Don't feel bad, Pen! You're not alone...There are times when I feel so empty, so lost and all I could do was cried out to the Lord, and listened to praise songs. Afterwards, the joy of the Lord becomes apparent... Rest up, Pen and Count God's blessing ~ name them one by one, and it will surprise you what the Lord has done... TURN YOUR EYES UPON JESUS! glo Teach me your way, O LORD,and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name. I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart; I will glorify Your name forever. (Psalm 86:11,12)
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9/7/2008 8:14 am |
What you feel is human. What you have is strength in Him. Once I thought my wings were broken, never to fly again. I learned they were only bruised from being bound. He only had to teach me how to fly again. Peace, Beth
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9/7/2008 9:41 am |
Sweet girl - I read your other post about finding healing and peace when you went to the church service, but will still comment here as well. I am reminded that even when we don't 'feel' Him, he's there. His presence isn't dependent on us, Praise God! There is nothing like the connection we get when we DO feel the Holy Spirit though! What I am trying to learn is to trust that He is with me always. Always. Even when I don't feel it. I've been dry lately. No thought provoking devotions or posts coming to mind. None of that deep stirring of my soul and spirit. But I know it's just another time of going deeper into what He wants to show me and teach me. I'm looking forward to going to church in a few minutes, as I too need the comfort of God's people and to be wrapped in worship. Bless you dear Pen! Susan aka Red God gives the very best to those who leave the choices to Him. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine...to Him be the glory. Eph 3:20 Find me at my screen name, blogspot and the usual ending. See ya there! Where I For Everything There is a Season Halloween Pics from Work
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9/7/2008 10:35 am |
It's all about worshiping the Lord. It's all about God. I go to church every Sunday and I stand alone (with The Holy Spirit in my heart). I stand among nearly 1000 other church members, but I'm alone. I am there to worship and praise God. I am there to thank God for everything good in my life. It's not about me or the people around me.... it's church, a time for you to praise God. Now after church, I like to socialize and meet people. I socialize in my Life Group, church dinners and the many other activities. I am Blessed to be a part of a great church and I wish you could experience the same feeling. Can I offer a tip on getting the most out of church service? Don't sit toward the back of the church. You'll look at the backs of everyone's head, their hairstyles, their clothes, etc etc etc Move to the front of the church. Then you can focus on the worship music and focus on your pastor's message. I promise it will make a difference. Your friend Bob "Don't wait for the storm to pass .... .... learn to dance in the rain"  Click here clearwatermail [post 133992]
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9/7/2008 10:59 am |
(((Pen))) You will be flying soon I have no doubt! When I am feeling like you I read Psalms. It lifts me up so much. Have you ever read the book by Max Lucado, Traveling Light? If not, please read this book. Love you my sweet sister!  Bloom Where You are Planted
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9/7/2008 7:49 pm |
Your questions?? Why He is preparing you for greater glory! When I hike, some of the best places are the hardest ones to get to. He is not far from you, or disappointed in you, not punishing you for your sin. He is loving you and delights in the persistence of your expressions of faith in Him, even when you do not sense His presence. You are a true jewel in the making my dear friend. Let your gentleness be evident to all. Philippians 4:5
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9/8/2008 6:12 am |
How awesome! I commented on "Cocoon" before I came here. A word from God? I believe so! When your wings tire of flapping.......soar on the wind of His love! Love and Hugs Lord, keep one hand on my shoulder and one hand over my mouth!
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Yes my wing is broken, but I will never ever give up the dream....yes I will fly!! I will soar!! Praise God! 
