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7/2/2008 1:45 am
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I've had an angry spirit these last couple of days and it doesn't feel very good, so I need to apologise.
I was angry coz I had written the post to show God's power and glory and it dismayed me that the focus got turned onto me. I guess some of the comments hurt me too.
I know the comments were made with love and I ask your forgiveness for having these angry thoughts.
I know who I am and who I am in Christ and I guess when the chips are down that is really all that matters to me. I guess people will always perceive the way they see it, and that's ok coz I am secure enough to know what is truth about me and what isn't.
Anyways the thing is I love you all so very much and I don't want to have any angry or negative thoughts about anyone here. So please please forgive me ok? 
The patient that I visited, Sharon, well she died this morning. It's been a tough day. I guess I just have to deal with it and know that the days will get better and God has His hand on me, so everything will be ok.
Penelope Captive of Hope
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934 posts 7/2/2008 3:48 am |
    
"Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth"
2 Timothy 2 v 15
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2570 posts 7/2/2008 4:49 am |
Dear sweet Penelope, you don't need to apologize. We all love you too. You have a VERY beautiful heart and you know, having to be around death, such as you, would make a person angry, which IS a healty emotion. God bless you girl and I pray that your days ahead are filled with healing and joy for you and your patients.
Let all of them that trusts in Thee rejoice; let them ever shout for joy. Ps 5:11 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 1:41 am: Thank you so much pj......you are an amazing encourager!  |
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3796 posts 7/2/2008 7:26 am |
Pen! The Holy Spirit is calling out again during these days, and reminding us things! Please have a look again at older posts... and others' comments... and let Him reinforce your spirit and soul.
Here's one of mine I was led to today!
---> + + + WE JUST CAN'T AVOID TO LOVE EACH OTHER !!! + + +
Blessing to all the old and new brethren!!!
 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 1:42 am: He has BB....God is an amazing healer and He just helps you to put things in perspective......no wonder we love Him so much!  |
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13202 posts 7/2/2008 7:34 am |
(((((((((Pene)))))))))))
Big hugs to you my friend. I am so sorry. I just got back last night from vacation so had to go catch up on your blog a little. I think I know the post you mean. You wrote a post to show the overcoming power of God's love and well, you got a lot of opinions pointing to what you could/should do personally. Yikes! Isn't it the way it goes! By the way, very good posts you have been writing! I will do one today most likely. Love you beautiful WOG!
From one bride to another, God keep you, bless you, increase you, Rhonda   
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 1:50 am: God keeps reminding me what an overcomer I am Rhonda...but oh yes I want to give Him the glory...all the glory and power...coz without Him I would be a mess! No matter how low I get, no matter how bad things get, no matter if I am attacked, God just steps in and takes over and through everything I just love Him more and more! I don't mind looking foolish, don't mind appearing weak....if it means He gets the glory I can boast in my infirmities! Hope you had a wonderful vacation my friend! It's so good to see you back! Now don't just sit there....get blogging!!!  |
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21463 posts 7/2/2008 7:37 am |
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5991 posts 7/2/2008 7:52 am |
How heartbreaking to have Sharon die. That's such a painful thing to experience, and you have to do it more than once. Hugs and lots of love.
Susan aka Red God gives the very best to those who leave the choices to Him. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine...to Him be the glory. Eph 3:20
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ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 1:55 am: Susan...she didn't have a faith in God. I hope with all my heart that someone talked to her, that she came to faith before she died. This is the thing that has been tearing me apart....the thought of her not being with Jesus....I just can't bear it  |
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585 posts 7/2/2008 8:11 am |
God bless you Pen. You encourage me. I love your heart and your tenderness toward God. You are one of the ones that keeps drawing me back. Thank you... and know that no apologies are needed. God bless you sister. 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 1:57 am: ky that is such a beautiful thing to say.....thank you so much!  |
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7/2/2008 8:49 am |
Stop beating yourself u dont owe us any apology ok.Stay strong.I will no longer be here posting again.I will be focus on writing my new book.U take care of yourself dear sister will try send u email & checking up on u.Latey been feeling kind sick these day.God bless u with my love. 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 1:59 am: Jerry I am praying for you my warrior brother....stand strong my precious...I will pray re your book and I know you are praying about mine!  |
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1476 posts 7/2/2008 10:22 am |
Not that I have anything to forgive-I don't. You are a perfect angel Missy, and I and the others here adore you.    I have remembered you and your grief over your patient Sharon in prayer as well.
Let your gentleness be evident to all. Philippians 4:5
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 2:01 am: Thank you my Jeffy.....thank you so much for praying yesterday...you are so precious!  |
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4031 posts 7/2/2008 11:52 am |
I love you, Miss Penelope!!!!   
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1429 posts 7/2/2008 5:03 pm |
Pen, praying here for you and your patients. I too see no need for you to apologize as far as I can tell.
Father, Abba - The Most High God, My sister is in need of the comforting balm of Your Holy Spirit, of sitting on Your lap, and feeling Your love, Agape. O Lord God, heal her heart from the loss she is experiencing due to Sharon's passing, and I ask that You fill it overflowing with Your JOY that is unspeakable and full of glory. Jesus, help her to press onward and upward towards Your calling upon her life, and spur her on to be writing the book You've told her to write. Daddy, it is all about You, Your power, Your love, Your glory. Show Yourself strong to our sister. In Jesus' Precious Name, Amen
Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness!
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 2:03 am: Amen my friend! Wow what a powerful prayer......you are such a blessing! Thank you!  |
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1553 posts 7/2/2008 5:05 pm |
The wonderful thing about relationship in the Lord is grace...may we always extend grace to one another, allowing others to be free to express themselves without fear of repercussion. At the same time the disadvantage of posting here is that it is not the same as you and I sitting down over a cup of coffee and sharing...you say something, I ask a question, you give feedback that better identifies where you are coming, I say, oh,okay I get it...and so on and so on. Any questions were out of concern to make sure you were okay because you are cared for by so many....these posts are wonderful but do have their limitations.. bottom line is nothing said should change the deep seated caring and friendship felt toward one another...it's all about grace. You are accepted as the MsWarriorThingy you are...and your insight, laughter and love for God evident to all. 
He is no fool if he should choose to lose the things he cannot keep to gain what he can never lose.....Jim Elliott
Deena  
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 2:07 am: Amen to all that you have said, my friend! You're absolutely right, it is so hard to get things across when you can only type the words! Facial expressions, yes, all those things make such a difference. I was so overly sensitive about things......I know everyone here cares about me, I have felt the love and the prayers and I love and think the world of each of you too...we are sisters and brothers...and believe me when I say you are all more than just precious to me!  |
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877 posts 7/2/2008 5:12 pm |
You go girl...there you go. Put it all where it belongs...I am very proud of you. You shut it down...Overcome!!! Tawanda...in spirit!
Truth is Black and White Paula Marie
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 2:08 am: hello my gorgeous Tawanda2! God is just too amazing huh!!  |
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7782 posts 7/2/2008 6:22 pm |
((((Penn)))) 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 2:09 am: Love you too Corrie! Hey....you better work on that Texan twang coz I am looking forward to hearing it!!!  |
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600 posts 7/2/2008 10:48 pm |
Well Pen - I'm back !!!! Miss you girls too much. This is what I love about you, you are not afraid to share your daily struggles. Chat soon.
Love ya Kez 
"Be of good courage, And he shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the Lord" Psalm 31:24
 
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 2:10 am: Oh my gooooooooooooooosh!!!! Welcome back....crikey I have missed you!!! Now let's party!!!  |
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ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/3/2008 4:09 am: Love you too Corrie! Hey....you better work on that Texan twang coz I am looking forward to hearing it!!!
Now, now, I do not have an accent! Truly! I'll sound American to you but you'll probably have trouble figuring out where I was from state-wise if you go by my voice.
ms_warriorthingy replies on 7/5/2008 3:32 pm: Get real cowgirl!!!  You better make up a blinkin Texan twang if you know what's good for you!!! Even Juan has a Texan accent....and he is a blinkin donkey from Mehico!!    |
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7/5/2008 1:15 pm |
All is well, Ms. Pen  # 
Peace,Beth
In all thy ways ackowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths. Prov 3:6
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